♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Monday, February 28, 20056:08 pm
i love *you...onli *you...taslim....haizzz  5:57 pm
i'll love *you forever...my onli one!!!  5:36 pm
my b.f.f!!  10:55 am haizzz...tml is my eng common test....i haven even study fer any subjects...my father gonna kill me after i get my result...haizzzz....i hate to be PRESSURED!!!!!


arghhhhh...im realli stressed up!!!!i can't even try to study in peace.....
i can't even understand wat im trying to study...
im uselesss.....
im helpless......
i can't even do anything properly....
fark man....fark la....
haizzzz....
i feel like giving up........
haizzzzz...
i have no one to turn to.....
nobody can understand my problem right now.....
even if dey do.....dey can't help me...
im stupid.....
haizzz....
godd pls help me for once.....
im realli useless....
how am i gonna do my farkin o's ???
i will reali slack alott!!!!


since *you've been gone....
i can breathe for the first time....
i so moving on...
yeah yeah....
thanks to *you now i get what i want..
since *you been gone....

"how come i never hear *you say...
i juz wanna be with *you...
guess *you never felt dat way...." Sunday, February 27, 200511:48 am went to mendaki today..mannnn...its raining damn heavily sia....i saw da mr zaid...hahhahaha...sooo cuteeeee....!!!!=pPPpPpPP
not fair sehhh..da kira go so early can be one-on-one with him!!hmppmhh....den walk2 around....btw...next week mayb amal,sharmila..n syaza is joining!!! yipeee!!mayb da klas wont be so quiet after all.....n can tease dat azry!!!hahhahahahhahahahahahahaha!!!! Saturday, February 26, 200511:47 am out of my mind.....
nothing make sense anymore..
i wan *you back in my life..
dats wat i breathing for....


is dis an illusion dat i hav in my heart...?



dat idiot syaza ain n matus soo badddd!!!!!
dey wanted to sabo me with a cockroach....!!!
hmmmph!!...u guys dunno how serious am i into scaring of dat thing!!!
went away from dem for awhile until dey convinced me dat dey won't sabo me animore...hhaaha....dat idiot syaza sure noe how to make me laff wen im angry sia....u toot!!! 11:34 am went tm with syaza,pau,namnam,sharmila,kira,joy,lingli n ain..hahahaha..to take neoprint for some purpose...lolzz..dan went back to eastpoint n hang around at dere...after i jus gave up looking fer *you at sakura...u appeared from behind with all *your frens...*you look so good in da clothes!!=)....haizz...i really miss *you veri much...after dat..i realized i was crying a little...i dunno wether its bcos im sad or happi...hahahazz...haizz...i noe im insane..but da way *youreact is veri confusing........................................
juz confusing.........................................


im realli sad.....

will dat be da last time i ever saw *you again?......

haizzzz................=( Friday, February 25, 20058:21 pm
frens forever...  8:15 pm
dis is da gift dat i gave to *you...  8:10 pm
my b.f.f!!!!! weimin b..f. nuurl foreva!!  8:09 pm
matus is stoning away..hahhaha...thinking of *kira!!!  8:08 pm
sharmila....pau...matus(kira)...namnam...hahhaa  9:05 am weimin is officially my b.f.f!!!
muahahahahhaha....dat idiott kira is trying to steal him from me...hmmph!....
aniwae...i miss *you soo much....tml hoping to see *you again as *you're collecting *your o's....

i fed up with dat azry n rahim sia...dey tease me & sonam wateva shitt...stupiidddd...i really hate dem alotz...dey are such a jerksss!!!hahaha...bully datt azry after sch....i kick his ball bcos he suddenly kick my bag all of a sudden....mothafucker!!!

haizzz....miss *you terribly...
Monday, February 14, 20053:05 pm dunno why i feel so freshed up today..hahaz...chatted wif amal..kira n syaza until evening...but wif syaza is so lonnggg mannnn..we sing sing....quarrel abit..den discuss about tml's planning...hahazz...i was thinking of picnic....hmmm...but not confirmed yet....aniwayyy.....hapi v-dae all of u!!!!

tell me why *you're looking so confused...
when I'm the one who didn't know the truth
how could *you ever be soo cold.....

get out...
right now...
its the end of *you and me...
its tooo late..
and i can't wait for *you to be gone...
cause i know about her...
and i wonder how i bought all the lies...
*you said that *you would treat me right ...
but *you was just a waste of timee....

Friday, February 11, 20059:56 pm today during recess got picnic buffet again!!!..hahahaz...den got 2hrs of free periods!coooollll....hahaha...draw shahril n kaka pix into a 'hot chick!'...niceee man...lolzzz....den after sch went to eastpoint...watch da 'hot guys' n discuss about da vdae card with ain n syaza...den we mit my mom n get to eat pizza...after dat walk back home wif ain,syaza n my irritating bro...sit at da void deck till 7+...hahaz...hmmm...nthg to say oredi...cant wait till monnndaeeee.... Tuesday, February 08, 20052:54 pm During art lesson me n kira got nothing to do so we draw kewell n ljungberg pix into a 'hot chick'!..haha..den went to novena afetr sch..go to da RDA centre to give da tin back..dan i ask dat person wether we can play with da horses n she showed us all of it...dat pau is soo excited bout it..haha...after about 45mins playing with all of it..we went to novena sq...walk walk around dere den accompany syaza to eat at deli..haha saw dis women hu eat as if she's never eaten fer weeks n dun even care bout her lil daughter hu onli gets to eat a lolipop!!...tsk tsk tsk...laff like hell manzz...haha..den went to take da train..saw 3 gerls sitting at da floor beside da seats..haha..farnie sia...dey were slpin so peacefully n we were laughin at dem noisily n tokin bout da way dey were slpin...da 1st one is dreaming bout hp since she's slping while msg-ing halfway...da 2nd is dreamin bout discman..hahaha...n da 3rd is dreamin bout foooodddd!!!...lolzzz...she was slping wif her mouth wide open as if waiting fer some food to drop in..hahaz...okok i noe im beaing a meanie toking bout all dis...but its realli soo farnie...hahahaz...even forget bout *you fer awhile...
Monday, February 07, 20051:39 pm hapi bdae cristiano!!!i LovE u!!!! my ronny has turn 20 dis year..hmmm...if onli ur a real person..i cud alwaes be together wif you...

went to mendaki today..haha..dat mr zaid tok about idolising..n juz wen he ask da whole klas hu's our idol...i suddenly blurted out dat my idol is ronaldo!paisehh mannz..saw kira lookin away as if she dunno me lidddat..hahaha..den after dat we went fer flag day..went town wif syaza..kira n sharmila...dat pau n nam-nam dunwan go cus its too far..haiyerrr...instead of takin donations we walk around at cine n heeren..bought sumting fer *you ..hope *you like it...syazaa os bought sumtink fer nad n joyy..its quite a nice gift actuallie tho quite girly.. =PpP...haizzz...im realli worried fer *u..wonder how mani hours *u work...arent *you tired?..scared dat *you'll be worn out...sick n tired..if onli i cud help *you..i would do anything fer *you to feel better....
Saturday, February 05, 20059:53 am Saw *u at eastpt again...haiz...actually ain wanted to ask *u a qtn for me...but *u didn't even went out of that shop sehh...Then we sat near the mrt st there under the tree to enjoy the wind (n oso looking at *u at ur workplace)...while drinking bubble tea..hahaz...

me: huda, where's ur hotguy?
huda: dunno all go where...
me: i think all of ur hotguys have gone to the friday prayers...

hahaz...well, if u guessed it right, we're talking bout pigeons n crows...at first when we sat under the tree, there's not even a single birdy but after awhile, 1 by 1 came and pass by us...haha...the way they walked is soooo cuteee...after watching some hotguys, we went home...syaza is at my hse now doin her hw...hmmmz...gonna acc her go cut hair later...wonder what kind of haristyle she's gonna cut...hahaz...btw, during recess, we had a buffet n picnic...kira brought popcorn chicken, pau brought fries n nuggets, sharm brought burger, syaza brought HOTDOGS, nam-nam brought chicken tenders while i brought bloody hot fried rice and chicken...
Friday, February 04, 20053:39 pm
my dearest ronaldo!!!!!i LoVe yOu...!!!!!!! =)  2:36 pm run 2.4km today sia...hahaha but i fail..da cuckoohead amapau..sharm..namnam..n kira run so fast...idiottt busted me manzz..leave me alone...lolxxx..dan while i was walkin down da stairs saw...n***** [confidential...]...fall!..such a lucky fuck dat deres 2 kind soul from ite student help to takce care of her while i go find da tchers...went back to school n juz realised im sweatin alotz..even my hair looks as if i had juz finish bathin...urggghhh so grossyyy...den during eng periods me n da 4cuckooheads are having a party inside da klass..hahazz i pass around all my 20fish fingers n we have finish it even before 20mins...damnn hungry...wen recess,forced nam nam to eat chicken chop wif me...hahaz =pPpP..after sch went to ep to hang around until our remedial starts..den we saw *you...da idiot cuckooheads go parade at *your workplace n keep making 'choir music' with my name sehhh..!!!wtf...sorie...itz not as if i purposely trying to disturb *you or anyting..im oso feeling paiseh since other passerby look at me as if we're mad...haizz..i realli miss *you alotz..even if i cud juz stand dere & watch *you ..it won't be enough..
Thursday, February 03, 20051:55 pm love is patient...
love is blind..
love is when i look into *your eyes n feel all tingly inside..
love is felt ..not said..and i really treasure the feeelings i have...

i've known *you for three years now but *you still refuse to accept my love..
am i not good enough fer *you ?...
since da day i saw *you in school...
i knew dat *you will be the perfect one fer me...
pls give me a chance bcos my love is deep and true..
im sure *you know i have feelings fer *you..
will *you grant me da wish..?

1:43 pm never come school today..haizzz...juzz no mood to go sch since *you're not schooling animore....syaza told me dat amal is gonna confront shem...hahaz..gud luck to her la....at home all i do was spendin time wif my mom..hahaha...she act like a model sia..keep on posing fer pix in her new k700i which my dad had bought fer their 16th years anniversary together..hmmm...sometimes dey make me puke...hahaz...mayb bcos i cant stand da sight of couples...or mayb im juz not da romantic type...haiyerr..looking at dem oso make me feel sad...btw....
speakin of gifts..1 of *your fren told me to buy *you a watch..but im planning to buy dat fer *your bdae!!...haizzz...im still tinking wat shud i buy fer *you...ani1 who got ani ideas tell me oso yah....

aniwae manu winnnnn!!!! cant believe dey beat dat arsenal 4-2 sia...n my dearest ronaldo is simply da best among dem...hahaz...hope dey continue to do well to beat chelsea...hmmphh....
Wednesday, February 02, 200512:45 pm And all the feelings that I thought were gone...
Came rushing back to me at once...
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt...
But I was thinking to myself...

Truth is... I never got over *you..
Truth is...wish I was standing in her shoes...
Truth is..and when it's all said and done...
Guess im still in love with*you..
Truth is... I never should have let *you go...
Truth is... and it's killing me cuz now I know...
Truth is.. and when it's all said and done...
Guess im still in love with *you...

itz no wonder..i fail my maths test..in fact i fail fer all my subjects test...haizzz...im really slacking alot...at home all i did was juz stoning inside my room listenin to radio instead of study...at school is oso da same..sometimes i wonder...did i learn anything when each day passes by ?...will i do well fer my o levels ?....haizzz...
im realli frus wif myself...why must i kept thinkin of *you when *you dun even bother to think about me ?...i hate myselff fer slackin in my studies...life is really sooo unfair...

aniwae...after maths remedial today...sharmila...kira...syaza...sonam...amalina accompany me wait fer my parents to come & fetch me...hahaz...caught a pix of sharmila n sonam 'posin' like a model...hahaha...dan syaza go n record dem singin...too bad ar dey sing so softly...hahaha...cute ar u...=PpP...den went to tm wif my parents to find a new pair of shoes...saddd ar....my dear old shoe which reminds me of ronaldo is thrown away oredi...!!!haiyerrr...n now juz got back home....so borinngg man....but from now on i gonna try to less think bout *u...cus i noe its useless thinking bout sumone hu doesn't care bout me either...


i've waited here for *you...
i've waited....
*you make me wanna la la...
in the kitchen on the floor...
i'll be a french maid...
where i meet *you at da door...
i'm like an alleycat...
drink the milk...
i want more....
*u make me wanna..
*u make me wanna screammm.....
Tuesday, February 01, 20052:21 pm todae is baihaki's bdae!..onli da silly gerls will care bout him..hahaha =PpP...hmm...todae is such a silly day..me,syaza,kira,sharmila n amalina are juz about to take da lift..den come da stupid razif trying to stop us from takin it...he & his frenz trick us by sayin dat mr nahar is coming at da lift...blarddyy idiottt..hahaha...den dat amal quickly run off from da lift so we had to get off oso sia...silly gerl..hahaz..after dat..me n half of da klaz hav to do forfeit fer da other half during poa remedial cus we lost to dat group...we hav to act like a monkey n make words using our buttocks!!!wtf...so paiseh man..den after poa n phy remedial, me..kira n syaza actuallie wanna stay back at da gallery to watch da concert rehearsal for tml...but rite after da modern dance...syaza n kira suddenly quarrel about something...hahaha...den dat syaza wanted to throw ice lemon tea at kira but she aimed wrongly & some of it kena at me sia...idiiootttt..den kira stared chasing after her but she knocked herself at da coridoor...hahaha...i was juz sittin at da gallery watching da 'free show' peacefully while both of dem are quarrellin..haha...wen both of dem came back..dey got da some yellowish marks at their uniform..lolzzz..good fer dem..=PpP...suddenly my mom call me to fetch me back home...haiyerr..cannot see dem fite again..hahaha....

aniwae..while im at da gallery...keep imagine dat *you are still schoolin here and *you're watching da concert juz like da last few years...haizzz...i realize dat i still miss *you...hope *you come back into my life again cus now all i hav is juz da memories...