• in-the-memory-of-you.blogspot.com •
I may be your sweet spot, take me to your candy shop.
In the end I predict, you will get the very best of me.
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Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times, non-serious most of the times. 
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Affiliates:
Huda
Syaza
Amalina
Sharmila
Fina
Said
Yati
Farhan
Firr
Haikal PCC
Nadia J
Syuk
Saifud Alam Jack
Wankie
Naqqy
Hafiz
Syazani
Aaz
Khairul
Imran
Elly
Dy
Mai
Maiss
Haikal
Ain
Dian
The Every Sunday Classes
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have i told you i used to have a Birdie? i love working at PCC more than ever i like riding cause its fun fun. i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings in other words im stubborn. but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one im unusually PMS at the wrong time i scold people for no reasons. but deep inside im soft-hearted. its true! other than that i love my brotherlurps more than ever also not forgetting my girlfriends and my family too i hate accounting more than ever which sucks and bores me to death. im in love with cristiano ronaldo. *drooling* that soccer hottie from Portugal. he rocks! woohooo! i like to hang around basically anywhere if u wanna bring me i used to play soccer & netball, but now, pancit! i love durians. im always craving for durians! and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot! Singlehood life is fun, To be attached in a serious relationship is great. "Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that." |
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Wednesday, March 30, 200512:37 pm
before i forget...HAPPY BDAE CORINNE!!!!turn 15 oredi arhhhh...dun play play animore...muahahhahaha.....
i suddenly miss him when im not with him...but im stil confused..when he was with me,i dun even feel as if i like him...haiyerrr dunnoe la...jus hope he dunnoe bout it... Saturday, March 26, 20056:43 pm bought a new watch today when i went out with my parents . nice one . mani ppl like it . saw dis cute guy hu looks familiar . i tot he is taslim . but he just look like him . began to make some eye contact with him . haha . nice la he . wonder if i can go dere again . shhhh . i've made up my mind dunwan to tink bout ani1 . hehe . 3:26 pm errrmmm..haizzz....im confusedd....im not sure if im in love....or am i just in need of some love to get rid of da heartbroken thingy...ain told me to like him...but instead..im trying veri hard not to like him...cus he's been my fren for soo long...haisss....i just dunwan to get hurt again just like wat tasmo had did....n oso fer da sake of our frenship... Thursday, March 24, 20052:16 pm err...so sian sian sian...haiyerrrr... -saded- Monday, March 21, 200511:42 am Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold... My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo... When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go... I just broke down ... Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice... Cuz the feelin' that I feel within... No other man would ever make me feel so right... It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night... But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me... I miss the way you hold me tight... I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch... I never thought that I could ever love a man so much... I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny... For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything... That's right baby I'm going crazy.. I need to be your lady... I've been thinkin' lately... That you and me, yes we can make it... Just ride with me, roll with me, I'm in love with you... baby... Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel... From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real... My heart seems to skip another beat... Everytime we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak... Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me ... And you love me, I'm your lady... I'll be around waiting for you ... I'll put it down be the woman for you... I'm fallin' so deep for you crazy over for you... I'm callin', callin' out to you what am I going to do?... It's true and no fronting... It's you and no other I can no longer go on without you... I'll just break down... i know i shouldn't be thinking bout *you... but i've tried so hard not to... all dis lyrics of word is just for *you... 11:22 am wake up quite early sia today..den went oout w my parents to have breakfast since my mom lazzy to cook..after dat went home...rested for awhile den went to spore expo dere to walk walk...saw da hadi from 5n3 at dere..den went to da kidz connection w my sis...saw some of da other 5ns...playing xbox games...watch some interesting shows at da stage....got baby contest...kidz contest n photo taking w pikachu...soo cutee..hahaha...after dat i so veri tired go home w my sis..left my parents dere..hahaa..now just online...haizz...gonna k.o soon Saturday, March 19, 20058:55 am argghhh..i can't take it laaaaa.........my parent are workin...i have to cook my own food....clean up da house...haiyerrrr....so boringg...syWaza set up an account of our group..hahahha...coooooollllllllll..... 6:56 am ydae went out w syaza n da double chin..hahaha...dey damn late sia...fed up w dat syWaza fer awhile...hahaha.....den we actuallie wanna play pool..budden da idiot aunty n uncles dun let da double chin n syaza in since dey're underage.. idiot siaa...de we play arcade games fer awhile...haha..disturb syaza wen she's playing drum..lols....farnie sia...den went out..walk walk around ep..after dat slack at level6..da syaza blardy irritating sia...go n keep on snapping pic of us..haiyerrrr...after dat i went fer a bdae party w my sis...left dos 1 alone...hahaha... Wednesday, March 16, 20056:48 pm haizzz..sian la...went to irc to chat chat..den dere's dis guy gave me his pic....my gooooodddneeessss...he gave me a pic of his own COCK!!!!argghhhh....its so blardddy disgusting!!!!...hahahahha..den i show it to syazaa..hahahha...dere's so mani nerves on it sia...hahahhaha....jus got fren w dis butch..hmm...she's quite nice person...heheehes... 10:51 am errr...dun ask me bout dat damn oral..im gonna flunk it...haiyerrr.....aniwae after dat we went banquet to hav our breakfast den walk walk around....den we went back to school since sharmila,sonam n pau is having art remedial...after dat da mdm fazidah shoo us away...hmmphh..idiot she!...went back to eastpoint w joy syaza n kira...saw da ashraf,saufi all dere....ges dey are goin to play pool but i nvr even see da damn taslim..hmmphh...if not i wud have come over n give him a slap!....after hanging around dere..saw sharmila,nam n pau again..dey're having break from deir art...da pau crazzzzy sia..wanna see saufi soo much....hahaha..den went back to sch...see dem do deir blardddy art...hahaha..we tease pau bcome BAPOK since she alwaes hang around w syaza's n matus' wife...haha....den she trip from a paint n she hav to wipe da floor..hahaha poor pau!!....went back to ep eat carrot cake...den hang around at dere until 5++...haiyerrr...so tiring rite now... Tuesday, March 15, 20051:18 pm arghhhh!!!!!!! tml is eng oral...blardy shittt....haizzz... Monday, March 14, 200511:37 pm HAPPY HAPPY BDAE SHARMILA!!!!! wake up early today..haha...goin to sch later fer remedial..den mayb playin pool...wooohhoooo Sunday, March 13, 200511:43 am went to mendaki today wit sharmila....dat kira dunwan come!!hahaha...aniwae we skipped maths n sae dat i have cramp..since da mr zaid nvr come...hahaha..we went to bedok interchange...eat at dere...den we went to da library...at dere both of us were so sleepy...haha..eat nasi lemak before dat...den went back home n i slept like a log!...wake up to find my sis is cleanin our room...im quite surprised since im da one hu's alwaes been doing that....hmmmph...nwae...im so damn bored rite now...haha..still cant forget da pau's face since da sabo-ed thingy..hahah....its so freeekin farnie mannn...hahha Saturday, March 12, 200510:08 am i hate dat bastard man...he is such a coward guy!!!! nvm..u will get ur revenge one day....how dare u even busted us???are u scared we wud bash u up???hmmmphh..... aniwae...today we sabo sharmila since on mondae she'll be goin fer da batam trip cannot celebrate wit her...hahazz...she's soo freaking cleann siaa...all of us kena da flour all dat but onli she!!!hmmphh...u will get it from me!!!=pPpPP..... HAPI ADVANCE BIRTHDAY SHARMILA!!!! Thursday, March 10, 20052:10 pm i hate *you!!!! n also dat damn haiqal..hmmph.....ballesss bastard!!!! Wednesday, March 02, 200511:01 am went to tm after sch today..actuallie me n pau wanted to go buy da band fer our b.f.f..hmmphh...useless b.f.f!!!onli expect us to buy fer dem...haiyerr...den da pau...kissssss...joyyy on da cheek....hahahhahahaha....farnie sia...she den blush blush one...lolss....was freaking hungry so me,syaza n matus go ljs to eat.... while we're goin down da escalator...matus sae she like saw *you so..we went to times dere & she's right!!hahazz...da coconutsss head so badd...dey pull my bag n my hand juz to force me to go to times...!!!hmmmphh...i'm still trying to forget *you so die die oso im not going inside dere if *you're dere..but wat reali bothering me is.....why are *you n *your frens hangin around at outside...?....do *you expect me to come over to *you n talk to *you?...haizzz.....please get out of my life.....pleaseeee...... Tuesday, March 01, 20057:23 pm i love *you... *you might think i dun look... but deep inside da corner of my mind... im attached to *you.... im weaakkkk..... i alwaes do... i do such kinda stupid things because i love *you... i will never let *you go... i will never leave *you.... *you are my onli one... 1:31 pm im crying rite now..... my eyeliner is smudge.... haizz.... i can't help it.... i really can't... i feel like im dying.... i will flunk my poa.... 12:12 pm i hate myself...!! why do my parent alwaes have to pressure everyday??.... always nagging at me..alwaes scolding & pointing out my slightest mistakes?... i hate my life....!! it really sucks alott....i feel soo tempted to to commit suicide...furthermore....i have dis blardy sickness.... every minute..my parents,be it my dad or mom will scold me fer sumting...its like haizzz....every single thing i do is wrong & dey are perfect...why must they only scold me...?..why not my younger sister...?...its alwaes me being da bull's eye..!..haizzz...i feel so suffocating in my own house..i wish i could just go freely wherever i want... i need freedom...why dun they understand..?... i tried veri hard to study...but i can't ... im stupid...im such an idiot... i can't even understand..im the stupidest person in the world.... i can't even do anything correctly...haizzz.... im useless.... helpless... troublesome.... in everyone even in my parent's eyes.... ash***..you're really right....i should not be thinking bout him.....haizz..... 9:30 am da joyy's fren like pauu!!!hahha =pPpPP.....oh mannn...i hope both of dem stead hahaha....pau is soo scared of da joy's fren haha...she kept showin me all da msges dat her admirer had given...haha.....poor gerl....u like shem den kena with dis gerl...haha...=P hmmm...see da graduates get their results....*you get 20 quite good sia.....i can't even get less than 30.....haizzz.....btw..*you really look soo good in da jeans...i like it =)....where *you buy ar??...haha...as if *you're ever gonna talk to me liddat...haizzz...i ges dis is da last time i will ever see *you again....haizzz....realli wish all da best in wadeva *you do....n good luck to *your relationship with other gerlss.....i misss *you.....+sob+crying+ |
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