♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Thursday, December 28, 20061:36 pm hello agains ppl. (:
sorry for being m.i.a for so longg. miss you guyss. :))
but dun worry aite. i wont be disappearing for quite a long time.
only my close frens know why. hee.ok bye. take care.
im goin out to meet tini. Friday, December 22, 20062:51 am ydae my two f&f came down to my hs. weee. (: they are the first ppl to come down. hee. so then as for today.. i just finished chatting on the phone w ain, syaza and angel. b4 that was lina and huda. yay. they made up my day. and i seriously hope hope hope tml (fri) will not be a raining day. im going out with sugar tml. hee. (: Thursday, December 21, 200612:50 am Benar dikau ku cinta, setiap detik ku puja.
kau slalu memerhatikanku sambil belai raqmbutmu.
Belikanlah aku diari tulis setiap hari.


Pernahkah kau bermimpi seketika berada di tempatku ?

i miss you. Friday, December 15, 20061:16 am today. didnt went to sch. but i did came to sch at 2+pm. meet fiza. then hanged out with izwan & ilham at cafe2. slackk there till evening. oh yah. saw aidil. hee. currently msg-ed izwan & anwar. ok bye. good night. Thursday, December 14, 200612:19 pm i have shifted house pple. (:
its at tamp. near dunman sec and tpjc.
maybe when i having a house-warming party, i will called u all up k (:
byee.
Wednesday, December 13, 20062:55 pm ok. i had a nightmare today. i been stabbed by the back by this groups of girls. oh god. and then was awaken by an unknown call. its a male mly voice. heres how it goes ..

me: hello ? hello ?
caller: hello. whos this ?
me: huh. who you ?
caller : who's this ?
me: eh, fuck it sia. who are you? you're the one who called me, you ask me.
caller: *laughs* eh relaks la. we chit chat for a while.
me: stop it sia mukhsin. (i really thought it was him) aku baru bangun sial.
caller: eh.. u mly eh ? haha. takper la. kiter bobal bobal jap k.

since i really thought it was my friend, mukhsin, i chatted for awhile with him. suddenly he say he gotta hanged up.

msg-ed mukhsin.. about our conversation. he was like " since when i called you ? i never la."
and i was soo shocked. i called khidhir too. his voice was like so sleepy when he ans the phone. and he even said its not him. i asked everyone i know wether its them and none of them admit. damn. this is the 3rd time i getting prank calls. -.-

and yes, i still miss you.
sometimes i wanna call you, but i know you wont be there.
Monday, December 11, 20062:09 pm lets start w ydae. saw paul twohill at orchard. okok. i admit. he's HOT. and finally i talk to khai. that super hot bung. hee. kay. im goin out. meeting ain's & her idiottic male cousins. bye peeps. (: Sunday, December 10, 20065:11 pm I was young and in love
I gave you everything but it wasn't enough
And now you wanna communicate


Go find someone else
Im lettin you go,
I'm lovin myself
You gotta problem



Cause time has made me strong
I'm starting to move on
I'm gonna say this now
Your chance has come and gone



It's just too little too late
A little too wrong
And I can't wait
Boy you know all the right things to say 1:51 am when darkness turns to light,
it ends tonight, it ends tonight.


okay. i came back home ard 12+. im shagged.
kay. im happy the time of my life with my loved ones.
they support me in wadeva i do. love them (:



oh & yes. btw, we talk on the phone ydae night. guessed what ? i cried real hard. i wish i wouldnt had called you. & i dun understand it. you said "no matter how much i flirt, i tetap syg kan matair i." EH FUCK IT LA EH. so what am i to now ? just a toy to play with ?!
and your only LAME excuses is only that, "it wasnt supposed to happen" & "i was drunk" like WHAT THE HELL ?
how many times have i always listened to that excuses ??
another time when you ask me to be ur girlf, & the next day, u also told me and everyone that ur drunk and u dunno what u were saying.
STOP IT SIA.
i had sooo enough of all ur nonsense. i gave you everything, i love you endlessly, but when it comes to me, you dont even notice it. oh &yes, dont worry my dear. i will soon get over u fast enough. im loved by many others and im glad they appreciate my love. and im leading a HAPPY life with my guy. so, u go on be happy with whoever the girlS of ur dream la eh.

i dun wish to ever contact u anymore. bye. Saturday, December 09, 20061:31 am to you.. you know i loved you. i haved loved you all along. but you dont even care about my feelings. you care much more about other new girls that came into your life. i hate you. i hate you for doing that. i wish i had never met you ever. i gave you my heart but all u did was to throw it away. why did you have to hurt me ?! why did you treat me like some piece of junk ?! i gave you my everything but you dont seem to be satisfied. but go ahead.. be happy with that girl.. if she's really the girl of your dreams then go with her. i cant believe it. i'd willingly be the 3rd party in your r/s but yet, you still go on & look for another girl. i thought you said you felt guilty when you're together with me ? but why don u even feel guilty when you're with that girl ?! you even wanna make her ur girlf... y cant i be that special person in your life ? i loved you so much, like i never loved anyone before. i would fight for you against all odds. ive been there for you thru your ups & downs. now that you're happy-ing with that new girl, you leave me all alone. you don even care how i feel when you told me about that girl.. you were like so obsessed with her.. you were so FUCKING gay. & when i msg-ed you, you don even reply me, now that you're thinking all about that girl. FUCK IT LA. i will get over & done with you soon. i promised you that..

ps: i love you, AN. Friday, December 08, 200612:37 am okay. today. celebrate said's bdae in sch. he get LOTS n LOTS of surprises. haha ! yelahh. da only mly guy in our class katekan. aha. then had hra. saw aiiiidil (=


meet up with huda after sch. we ate at pizza hut then we went window shopping. then huda bought a clothes. rushed quickly to watch cinderella at 7pm. and i tell ya, that show is super lame. dun ever watch it. it will just make u confused. and i scream quite alot of times inside the theatre. oh btw, we make a new fren with someone sitting beside huda. haha ! he soo kental-ish. then me & huda slack at inter while waiting for angel & syaza to come and meet me. meet up with them and went up to the playgrd at tm. syaza saw dis pretty pretty girl with her chi fren and ask me n angel to ask for her no. and guess what ?? her fren was actually mly. and we were like talking right in front of them the whole time about them while her fren actually understod everthing ! haha. padan muke kau syaza. hee.


then angel wanna meet hasif. me & syaza were like guessing who is that guy. we waited n waited anad finally saw him. he sent angel home and all of us went our separate ways.

im shagged right now. & i miss him. 12:37 am
dots.  12:37 am
us (= LOVE  12:36 am
huda is concerntrating on her dumb food. LOL  12:36 am
haha.  12:35 am
me&huda at pizza hut. kekek sak.   Wednesday, December 06, 200611:58 pm today i overslept. went sch at 12+. for the ds session and the bcm. im super stressed about the roleplay. ishk. then went ws with fiza. meet hudaa, fahmi n umi dere. dey BULLY me. grrrrr. slack slack there. saw syidah. accompany huda go for her break. then acc umi. then saw nor and khai. hangout with them awhile. then they went home and i continued w my iac hw. mom called me and asked me to meet up at tm. so i went dere. had my dinner there. went back home. and now, im super boredd. sheesh. 11:54 pm its oredi the 7th dec.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SAID !
be happy always.
may u find ur perfect girl. (:
smile bro ! Tuesday, December 05, 20066:18 pm
ok. HOT.  6:17 pm
he has sexy legs and i cant deny that. haha !  12:53 pm ok. guess what ppl ?
i hanged out with aidil jus now !

happy happy. (:
ask me if u wanna know more. hee.

iloveyoukor. Friday, December 01, 200612:03 am today is the 1st dec.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRA & MATUS !
to mira : be a good sister to me k ! and i wish u pass your Os next yr with flying colours.
to matus : i miss you la my dear fren. though we're still in the same sch, but its been a LONG TIME since we date each other out. hope you & me will be friends forever. good luck in your life. (:

so... happy sweet sweet birthday to my 2 best girls !