♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Wednesday, June 22, 20054:36 am syaza's bbq ydae . . .bleahhhh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAZAAAAAAAAA Saturday, June 18, 20055:46 pm i've made up my mind . i dun wanna keep on loving him . i shall stop loving him . he'll only be my bff for the rest of my life .









haizzzz . if only what im saying is true, my life wouldnt be so sadening n hurting . he keep on liking alot of gerls . and now i could only like him secretly . wishing him good luck in all of his relationship . . i will always wait for him till he'll realised it one day Tuesday, June 14, 200512:29 pm went out ydae with weimin, syaza, corinne, sharmila n her cute lil bro . watch the stupid noisy concert . then we go cine eat at ljs . after that go heeren . met my cousins and my cute niece . den after chatting up for awhile, go up to the last level to take neoprints . aza take with rinne and i take with my idiot . =D . after taking it, i keep on looking at the pics . me and idiot . haha . very silly . then sharmila have to go back . by the time it's oredi 7+ i tink... syaza n corinne went to the toilet . she den called me asking me n weimin to go buy a rose . we go n search at paragon . den at taka . finally found it there . meet up with them again . idiot bull then give the rose to rinne . so 'sweeet' . can PUKE . after that we dunno where to go oredi so we just walk walk at wisma . go to the bra shop and make weimin paiseh . hahaha . den play hide and seek . so childish la . wanna go find food but all shops close oredi . idiotttt . sit for awhile in front of ngee ann dere . then abpout 10+, i need to go home . so me n idiot left syaza n rinne . at mrt both of us are talking but we nearly fall asleep . haisss . feel like hugging him one more time . misss him . rite now he's sure having fun at bbq pit . good for him . can't wait to meet him again . =))))) Sunday, June 12, 20051:38 am miss my wifey
haha
she came back sg oredi Friday, June 10, 20058:50 am me and my dear friend has talk oredi . at last . haha . alot of things happen today la . during maths period we're still not speaking to each other . then during break we started to talk to each other . haha . we're suddenly feel so connected . hope u do feel it yah ?
den eat at kfc . stupid eddie woo lee loong .anihow tease me with my 'dearest' idiot . hmmph . den dat shirley tease her with him too . both of us are in the same boat . den met idiot at level 6 . she wanna tell him the answer . after that all of us went back sch together . until we saw da shirley n co den he split up with us both . after that, during eng period, PAU called me . talk to her while dat peter low is teachin . muahahaha . dne talk to her all the way until we nearly reached to my place bustop . both idiot n her take it . i go home .
went home and talk to ain . den eat n sleep . wake up when i hear my fone ring . da idiot msg me asking go raffles . and i dunwan go cus got da mervyn . haha .sorie gerl . i didnt follow u go .
now online . siannn . cant online at msn . fuck. Thursday, June 09, 20056:18 pm i cant sleep now . his been on my mind . the gerl too . haizz . Wednesday, June 08, 20053:33 pm i feel like crying
i feel like dying
i cant believe the past memories is coming back to haunt me again
i thought liking u isnt just like the others
but i was wrong
you're just the same like the others
i cant take it any more longer
why couldn't all of this just turn into a dream?
and never to happen in the real world
i can't help it
sobsss 9:02 am dis has been a very tough day for me . really it is . im proud of myself for handling it . haha . dun worry gal . you're not in the wrong place . even though i do kinda feel sad, i dunwan bcos of me, your happiness will be trapped . you need some love . i know dat . he is willing to be with you . go ahead . u have nothing to lose . i shall still be your friend . no matter what happens . Tuesday, June 07, 20057:54 am just came back . fuck . i tink weimin is kinda irritated by me or sumting . i ask him to lend me the band he nvr even give it . talking to him is like talking to the wall . haiz . fine la . suit himself . he dunwan talk about it den its up to him . i wouldnt noe wat SINS i have done to him . can just fuck off . in a terrible mood right now . i have a fakey laff n fakey smile . but deep inside right now im weeping my tears for him . i hate qqh . hate her to the core . why must she appear in his life ?. why must she appear in this world?? she totally making my life miserable . i just cant have him . for the sake of that stupid BITCH . fuck it la . moodless . i miss him terribly . arhhhh . Sunday, June 05, 200510:53 pm rite now its still so early in the morn and im blogging . haha . haiyerrrr . later have to go sch sia . very DUMB . i dun wanna see his face . he even wanna flirt w my OWN frens....haizzzz



when you left i lost a part of me
its still so hard to believe
come back baby please
we belong together

*who else am i gonna lean on when times get rough
who's gonna talk to me till the sun comes up
who's gonna take your place there aint nobody there
we belong together*

6:31 am carissa has gone....haizzzz....i shall miss her alot...arghhhh....wanna ccry right now....sob sob..... Saturday, June 04, 20059:24 am his team wonnnn . yeahhh . but too bad my hp kena confiscate right now . couldnt congrats him . =(((((( . miss him . miss him . miss him .i wanna be with him again today . . . Friday, June 03, 20053:10 pm im sooo happyyyyyyy!!! went out to town today with him n jon . =))))) . get to be very very very near with him . hmmmm . his smell is still lingering around me . missssssss himmmmm . . .