♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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♥
have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Saturday, March 31, 20071:19 am okayy, went out just now for dinner with my Lgang. we went to afgan and brought some ciggs. for the first time i brought merah instead of menthol. heh. lucky Dy shared it with me. then we took rach's car ride back to my place thanks to Rach for getting a license ! CONGRATS. =D slack outside 7-11 since Dy is working and we just chitchat & fagged there till 12am. and then they went back hm.

Finally 1 of us has a license already. woohooo. Now we can go back as late as we want w/o caring abt the public transport. heh. (:


weee. Nindia msg-ed now that he's in Indo already.
Super super super happy. (:
Friday, March 30, 20078:28 pm

forever, i will cherished that day. (:

thanks for everyth. lovelove. <3

2:21 am hello pretty people..
seems like ive hurt some people through the way i blogg. and i guess for some reasons, im changing either my password or my bloglink. well we see how it goes...


anyway today worked with Nor, cik Nor(diff person), maemae, shirley & Taat, the new indo worker. and i brought my spicey cilipadi fried rice for them. its funny seeing each of their expression when they taste it. all of the, were complaining its TOO SPICYY. heh. when for me its not even THAT spicey. but funny laa when they ate it. and cik Nor says my fried rice is delicious ! =D mae mae even ask me for my recipe. cedebah, da leh chef seyy aku nie. heh. and then me being the cashier, i thought we were having shortage of money abt 30bucks. when after the shift has ended and i count the money with my mgr, we actually exceeded abt 23bucks. woo. believe it ? thanks to me laa of course. tau aku gi curi duit tu belik rokok siak. ishhk. then me & Nor chill awhile at BK. well, Nor had some probs so the only thing i could do is just give her a listening ear. ishk, i pityed her la. so me and Nor took a bus ride back to my place and all the while inside the bus, we sang & listened to jiwangS songs. heh. semuer salah korang laa aku minat lagu melayu skrg. huda is having a prob too right now. and im trying to cheer that girl up. (: k, my shoulder is aching now.




PS: THE ABSENCE OF NINDIA & GANG IS STILL FELT IN ME. =(
meting ain tml. *yay* da lamer seyy tak jumper. rindu plakk. heh.





putus kan dia OH KASIH.
agar ku tak DISAINGI.
sungguh ku benci dirimu yang TAK BISA MEMILIH.
namun harus ku akui
sukar untuk LEPASKANMU.
akhirnya aku undur diri DEMI DIA DAN KAMU. Thursday, March 29, 20072:27 am Berapa lamakah lagi
Terpaksa aku menanti
Sehingga pedihnya penyiksaan di hati


Bukan hanya kepentingan
Malahan keegoan telah ku korbankan
Berlimpahan kasih sayang...
aku curahkan
Buat mu seorang...

i woke up at 1pm today. & im super shagged. then went out in the evening with huda & her cousin. after that , meet dy at my place. yay. dy gave me some nachos.(: went back home and get nagged again by my mom. -.-
ive not been staying at home often these days & its all becos of my parent. they are always finding faults laa. hmmph. i neeed that person to talk to.




Kau hilang bila ku tiba
Kau datang bila ku kecewa...
Terasa diri..
di persenda...
Dimana berakhirnya nanti
Permainan sendiwara mu ini...
Sesungguhnya aku...tak mengerti...



Jika benar cinta itu buta...
Butakah mata ku...
Berkali terluka masih jua... ku merindu...
Apa yang ku inginkan...
Cuma kejujuran dalam perhubungan... 1:25 am
THE PAIRS. <3



IN THE MEMORY OF NINDIA. (:



i miss nindia & gang. ALOT. Tuesday, March 27, 20072:25 pm im currently at huda the minahh house. we just came back from sending the guys to indo & finish our interview. ishkk. i miss those boysss. espcially NINDIA. =(
he super sweet laa. susanto, wijana, iwan & nindia DONT YOU GUYS EVER FORGET US KAY.
so yea, we make them a card each for them. & esp for nindia & susanto i wrote the card for them =D and i gave nindia a keychain to place at his hp. hee. we had breakfast then quickly rushed to sent them off. yea, i cried abit. and i even hug nindia and dun even feel like letting him go. BOOHOO. okayy, thats all i guess.





GAHHs. i haven been sleeping since last night.
tireds. *yawns*



honeyy, im happy we had the open conv.
iloveit. Monday, March 19, 200710:41 pm today.. start the day with talking to an. (: you know you makes me happy even just a for a few mins huns. so after that, met fiza at my void deck. went tm and had our lunch there. then met rita there. we bought the poultries for chalet. after that went back to my place. slack at my hs and discuss what we gonna do at there. then they went back hm while i went to boonkeng to fetch dy there and acc her take her boots. heh. she wore her sch uni. SO GIRL LAAA. lol. then we took bus ride back hm to tamp. buy somemore stuffs from the ntuc. then meet up w syaza and rach. eat nachos at my void deck with them. heh. and we start crapping things out. and there i ended the night.





IM SUPER TIRED.
ohyea, dy intro me a nice mly song.
i love it laa.





im soo in love with you. 12:49 am Takkan kubiarkan kau menangis,
Takkan kubiarkan kau terkikis,
terluka perasaan oleh semua ucapanku,
Maafkanlah semua sifat kasarku,
Bukan maksud untuk melukaimu,
Aku hanyalah orang yang penuh rasa cemburu...
Bila kau tak di sampingku




before i forget, HAPPY 18th birthday to SUFIAN & FIZA. =D
da besar korg smuer. heh. Saturday, March 17, 20074:09 am If I could escape
And re-create a place in my own world
And I could be your favorite girl
Forever, perfectly together
Now tell me boy, wouldn't that be sweet?
If I could be sweet
I know I've been a real bad girl
I didn't mean for you to get hurt
Forever, we can make it better
Tell me boy, now wouldn't that be sweet?




okayy, its 4am in the morn. i cant be able to sleep.
ive been going to town for 2days straight. just playing pool, slacking & then went back hm.
went town ydae with angel, syaza & rach. we played pool. rach is damn funny laa. with her AHSOH character. hee. then i needa go back hm early to went to my granny's hs. damn, i miss my nenek alot laa. its been mths since i didnt see her. then went back hm. quarrel w my parent again. i hate my mom. & dad. esp mom. & i seriously swear i will never really speak much to my mom again. i gave my trust to her & she had broken it. & i will never ever trust her anymore. i wont even be close to her either. I SWEAR THAT OKAY. so yea, then later at night, marisher called me up. i SWEAR to you she's really trying to seduce me LAA. she keep asking me to meet her & she says she will wear 'open' clothes if i agree to meet her. -.- takotkan aku lagik ade laa. ishkk. so yeaa. thats ydae.



as for today, i meet fiza at my void deck. we had our lunch somewhere at my place. & we chill out again till 3. meet huda&yan to returned back huda's pants. then bus-ed to town all the way alone after sending fiza back. town-ed again w aza &rach. we played pool. then i went for intervw apptment at dome. had our dinner & went back to simei/tamp/pasir ris/simei/tamp. MY ASS IS CRAMP INSIDE THE BUS BECAUSE OF THAT GUNDU SYAZA LAAA. finally we went to her cousin's place. borrowed his soccer boots & went to afgan coffeeshop to have a drink there. & i went back hm ard 11.




my mom is seriously pissing me off.
marisher is scaring me off.
aza&rach is laughing my ass off.
but you're turning me on. (: Thursday, March 15, 20073:12 am im currently talking to huda on the line. (:
ok, i have finish my exams today ! *woohoo*
gonna enjoy my holidayss & bdae bash !


so, just now, went to sch at 7.30am. early right ? hee. finish my hra paper in just an hour. (: im sure gonna do badly for it laaaaaaa. then finish my paper at 9.30..do my iac stuffs at the study area with weixiong, jasmine &fiza. then went cafe1 to meet rita&fedah. we were like laughing abt stuffs damn loud laa. we slacked till 2. then went up to lvl3. prepared for iac. i saw An.(: miss her alot laa.. and i did my iac till the end of the time. im proud to say that ive done my best. even though i know im not gonna do well for it. hais.


ok, huda is getting bored now. HAHA. im gonna get back to her. NIGHTS. Tuesday, March 13, 200710:35 pm my DOOMSDAY is tommorrow.
gahhs.

Monday, March 12, 20073:14 pm 1 down 2 to go.
and the 2 is on the SAME DATE. gahhs.
my doomsday ; WEDNESDAY.
yeaa, ppl wish me luck OK.


so ydae, was revising like mad woman. then took a break & chat with An on the phone awhile. goshh. i miss you terribly laa BABE. (: [ i know you hate me calling you that. hee] & then i saw An just now at sch. hmm, you look just as gorgeous as ever k. (= yea, today seems to be a nice day.


ok, im going bathe & meeting dy at my void deck. *yay* she's working at 7-11 under my void deck. it means........... everyday i can come down and disturb her while working. HAHA.
ok BYE. Sunday, March 11, 20072:39 am i go crazy.
when i look in your eyes.
i still go crazy
no my heart cant hold that feeling inside.
way deep down inside.
oh baby
you know when i look in your eyes
i go crazy.




suddenly, just so suddenly. i felt sad again. seeing happy couples together happily. i just feel lonely. its not that im lonely w/o anyone. im just lonely w/o you baby. my frens all are happily attached. im not jealous. im happy for them in fact. i just feel down cus it always reminds me of you & me last time. how i wish we're still together again. i looked at your pics randomly. you're just so hot. ive been loving you no matter how bad you look like. up till now i still love you. no one can ever stand beside you in my heart. it only beats for you. girlfriend, if only i could just have one more chance, i promise you i will satisfy every of your aspiration. i dun wanna let you go dear. everytime i tried dialling your no. but when it comes to the 8th no. i just put back down the phone. i dun wanna disturb you. though my heart is aching alot to hear your voice, feel just how u feel, think about you, and listenin to you talking, but someth just keep pulling me back not to call you. babe, you know who you are. the one ive been in love with since last year. i love you so much you get it. i dunno how am i ever t get over you. cus it seems i cant. everything little things i do, it reminds me of you. im going crazy being like this till i have you. will you be mine someday ? -sobs-& -cry-


everytime i wish for someth it just has got someth to do with you always.


just when i thought i was over you
i see your face & it all aint true. Saturday, March 10, 20076:58 pm andai ku turut rasa hati
telah jauh ku bawa diritapi kemaafan ku lahirkan di hati
mengatasi...




Thursday, March 08, 20072:20 pm ok, firstly i like to thanks everyone who wish me for my birthday. u guys just light my day up ! HAHAA.
BIG THANKS TO dy, nisha for chilling out with me a few hrs before my day & dy, for singing a bdae song. its so sweet la. to huda, for making me like an idiot. msg-ed and call-ed at the same time. HAHAHA. and also to the others who wish me through calls, msges and frensters. i really appreciate it guys ! so yeaa, went to sch and as usual. then a funny thing happen. me, fiza, fedah & rita were slacking at cafe1. rita then say, "eh bdae girl, come here laa." & then there was a group of mly guys behind us and they heard rita saying. then they were like "whooo ! happy bdae" HAHA. ok, its cute of them. so after that i went airport meet my fams. went to have dinner at swensens. i order the chicken i-dunno-what, crayfish pasta, fish baked rice, chicken chix, and 4 types of ice cream. and damn. i was super BLOATED after that. think i will be gaining weight soon. AAAH. so after that stop by ritazza and chat with ain awhile. then went to delif to see huda, aisyah, susanto. & unexpectedly GAZALI. waahahaa.


oh yes. i joined soccer ppl ! & now my whole body is aching. GAHH.
bye bye. (: *cheers*



that person whom means ALOT to me dont even know my birthday is when.
how pathetic can it be ?
during her day, i was the one who shower her with many2 stuffs.
but now, i dun expect anyth in return except a wish.
but she can even forgets about it.
HOW SELFISH SOMEONE CAN BE HUH.
Friday, March 02, 20078:08 am ok. so ydae i kena stay back late till 6+. then rushed hm, bath & went out at 9. met dy and just slacked at the void deck. we ate sandwich. fagged. then went esso again to buy somemore food. mcm party gitu sey. haha. we bought jim beam, some chips more, and a puff. stupid dy make me drink almost the whole bottle. & i make her drink some too. *claps hand* then we just talk n fagg talk n fagg till late. & as i wanna slp, dy had to kacau me again with her call. GRR. haha.
and yes dy, YOU're THE SHANE LA K. but i wanna be carmen & my shane is that starbucks butch.
btw.. why does everybody says she's ugly ? HMMPH.