♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

My Past:
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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Thursday, April 28, 20055:08 pm im cutting my wrist too . i can't help it . im useless . i can't even help corinne . haiss . im sorie everyone . im just making ppl unhappy . im veri troublesome . im reali sorie . i should just die right now . bye .






even my own bff has slept after talking to me halfway . nobody cares for me too . so i should just DIE . hope somebody kill me right now . Wednesday, April 27, 200510:26 am just got back home . just now morning i gave him da letter . blardy idiot siaa he . i tot he's angry at me but he was overslept! hmmmphhh . den after dat both of us break the ice . hahass . at last we can talk with each other again . den before sch finish he wish me good luck in something . den meet joy,ain.li n syaza cos we wanna confront some bitches at first . budden they dun even dare to meet us siaa . hmmmph . den at last dey give up n say sorie . den dey told us dat now ain is free to be with anione they like . grrrrrrrrrrrrrr . dat ain is the CAUSE of it !!! muahahhaahaa .

i miss my syg .
alot alot alot .
veri veri much .
though he dun even care about me .
i just need him rite now .
i can't live without him .
i never thought that i could ever love a man so much ...... Saturday, April 23, 200511:53 pm my syg is veri veri sad rite now . dey get bronze for their syf . haiss . somehow i really wish i can take away his sadness . it hurts me feeling helpless n useless . but i guess all he need is time . hopefully as time passes by they will cheer up . especially him . he's onli cheerful on the outside but i noe . inside he's weeping tears . he's really sad . all his hardwork had gone to da drain . he had sacrifice soo much but yet everything has gone just like that . haizz . plss dun be sad animore kaes . i love u veri veri much . ohh yahhh.....wifeyyyy!!my precious pink band is with you right?...haha...its from dat special someone..dats y i realli care for it....=D


i'm missing him rite now ...




omg..everyone in sch was asking me bout my new haircut siaa . haha . some agree its kinda nice but others hu is da girl girl type does'nt like it . but hu caress . its my ruleee!!=D.....even my parent hesitate to let me have dis haircut..muaahahahahhaa 9:44 pm today is my sickening brother's birthday...HAPPY 6th BDAE!!!!!!muahahhahaha Wednesday, April 20, 200512:34 pm seindah tiada lagi kau ku ingatkan
sayang kau hilang
menanti
biar sampai akhir hayat ku di dunia ini

kau tahu betapa ku sayang padamu
hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
hanya takdir menentukan ia
oh belaian jiwa

angin
sampaikan laguku padanya
yang sedih pilu
terimalah laguku jadi teman hidup untukmu selamanya

sayang
kembalilah padaku ku rindu belaianmu
ku harap kita bersama
selamanya

sayang padamu
hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
hanya takdir menentukan ia
oh belaian

11:54 am just got back from da heats day . before dat went tm . saw da taslim n gang . went to pizza hut dere to eat eat eat . my pretty pretty cousin serve for us . give us extra bowl of soup n salad for free . suddenly dat jon msg me . tellin me i kena go internal suspension for skipping remedials . wth sia . onli one time sehh . suddenly lose my appetite to eat all dos pizzas . den my cussin kena scolded by her manager cus we take another plate of salad using da old plates . haha . pity her . den we walk walk towards da tamp stadium . on da way there we shout n scream like mad women . hahaha . saying sharmila flirting w BAPOK n den tellin sonam her hubby cheat on her . haha . farnie sia . den sharmila beat up syaza cus she shout all dos things . i msg him . haiyerr . he care so much for his co until dunwan participate in da running . he purposely disqualified himself sia . tell him i kena internal suspension oso useless . he just laff n say good luck . blardy idiot . hmmph . mayb rite now he's on da way home . i wish i can meet him again by any chance . but too bad its not gonna happen . haisss . miss him alot alot . tml i cannot see him bcos of my stupid internal suspension . gonna miss him . i feel like hugging him rite now sia . he's just too irresistible . oohhh yahh . jus now in klas i gave him a letter but its wriiten in malay . haha . he still couldn't figure out what i've written for him . syg u very cuckoo head la u . haha . =) Friday, April 15, 200512:55 pm wifey give me a letter in da morn...dan have p.e lesson ..can't believe i can do 24times for inclined pull-ups siaa..haha...after dat in class i bring a kotex...since dat weimin want to experiment with it so much..but he idiot lo...dun even dare to touch it after i bring..mr low saw it den he take it away sehh...after dat,i gave him* a letter ...i tink he's kinda surprised dat i gave it to him*.....ask him to reply it tml..hope he does reply...haiss..i just so sad thinking dat i can't have him...rite now im missing him....veri veri much =,( Monday, April 11, 200510:47 am ydae slept at 2+ . haha . tok to my new wifey . she so saded sehh . dunnoe how to cheer her up . haizz . i just wrote a 'ransom letter' to her . telling her how much i miss her . blah blah blah . haha . den pau help me draw a puppy for me . i hope she bring it to sch tml . den went skip madrasah . tok to pau da whole time . she talk so soft siaa . have to hear it carefully . haiyerrr . meet huda after dat . she blanja me kfc . walk walk around . damnit man . i lose my 10 bucks siaa . i cursed da person hu take it! went home and take a nap . wake up n i was surprised dat he msg me . haiss . but he just ask me to help him about sumtink . haizzz . im worried for my wifey n my probs . Sunday, April 10, 20051:02 pm he told me not to speak to him animore in klas . im so sad . damn sad . y must he be so coward ?... y dun he try to fite back ?... haiss . all dis is so so so sickening . from monday onwards im not gonna talk to him . mayb sms yah . but not talking in front of ppl . wateva . jus so saded n down n hurt rite now . if he onli he were here to comfort me . i do anything just to have him in my arms . i miss him . wish he was here . Saturday, April 09, 200510:03 am just came back from playing soccer n bball . haha . damn tired lehh . but i dunno why . cannot sleep after going home . mayb thinking n worrying bout him . is he angry with me ?.. if not why he seem so moody ?.. i miss him . i love him . i need him . why did he suddenly cancel off after talking to me on da phone ?.. why didnt he reply my msges lately ?.. does he know what im thinkin ?.. is he avoiding me ?... he like sum1 else oredi izzit ?...haiz . if onli i noe . his fren is oso useless la . haha . =p .dunno anything . haiyerr . if onli he noe what im thinking . i wish he would understand about it . i miss him veri veri much . if onli i cud go out today i wud have meet him . but its useless too . whenever he saw me,he look away . why must he avoid me ?..issit bcos of THEM ?.. he alwaes confide on me whenever he has a problem . just da same as me . i love him too much not to care for him . he's my life . love . soul . he is just too irresistable . but i dun think he feel da same way for me just like i feel for him . haiss . reply me pls .




*i love u* Thursday, April 07, 20051:09 pm arghhhhh...my knee hurtttt!! so saddd...haizzz...dat pau go n kick me la...hahha..just now so funnie sehh..we play soccer den bball..haha..saw dis ahem...soo cute..haha...den we went home..after dat i go let my younger bro play his motor at da void deck...so siannn...he never reply me sehhh...still waiting for his reply..haizzz....i tink he like -ahem- lehhh..im so sad...