♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Tuesday, October 30, 200711:59 pm it seems just like yesterday when she met 'him'.
they were once so close, she can even feel the pain whenever he's gone.
up till now, she never wanna lose him ever.
but he's been ignoring her ever since he's much contented with his life.
he had long long forgotten her.
she never thought he would change that fast.
for already more than a year, she's still deeply in love him.
he has found his happiness,
though she is still searching for one.
he never know how much she missed him.
and she do wish for him to come back once again.
but yet, she knew that dream will never come true.


goodbye dearest, goodbye.
<33 Monday, October 29, 200711:41 am when i think about what ive done during the past 2 years in my ITE life,
i think ive achieved nothing.
and within a few more months i will be graduating soon.
but i have no where else to go, except starting on my working life.
i cant get into Poly cause my GPA sucks,
and i cant take other private diplomas cause my parents dont believe in all that certs.
so, working will be my only choice left i guess.
and when i think about myself working in an office place.
i feel scared.
i think im really unprepared to work for the rest of my life,
taking care of all the household expenses with my parents,
and waking up early in the morning everyday, non-stop.
it feels like im gonna be slave in the working world till the day i die.

omg.
i know im sounding abit lunatic right now.
but it is true.
im really disappointed with myself.
if i can have another chance to study hard enough again, i will do it.
but too bad, i lose out my chance.
now all i have to do is think about my future.
what am i really supposed to do with just a higher nitec cert?
while everbody else is having a Diploma or a Degree cert to show off.


fuck.

i know that day would have come, whereby i will really be that LOW.
and now, all i prayed for is to be getting a fine and stable job,
once im graduated.
and hopefully by working hard enough, i might have a happy life in the end.

hopefully. Saturday, October 27, 200712:24 am im feeling very vulnerable now.
it feels like everything is against me and i have no will to control it.
and everything i do seems to be so wrong.
everything & everyone.


im tired.
and my eyes are wet.
fuck.


goodnight world. Thursday, October 25, 200710:58 am i passed my Prac!
*wooohooo*

thanks babe, for teman-ing me all the way there.
and give me encouragement and support.
i loooooooooove you!
you know who you are. ((: Tuesday, October 23, 20078:53 am and i failed my prac again, last night.
-.-"
but its funny when i recalled about it. haha!

ok, this week has been a very busy week for me.
school, work, and prac.
sorry for not updating.
and i have not been spending much time with Birdie too. hurhur.

i miss _____________ oh so much.
and the last time we text is all the way till 4am, which i spoilt it and accidentally slept!
grr.
but i wont be seeing ____ for more than week soon. *dengs*
I MISS YOU, Kambing. ((:


and i cant wait till its Sunday! *yay*


The type of guy who doesn't see
What he has until she leaves
Don't let me go
Cause without me, you know you're lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
So you will know

This is the potential breakup song.
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me..........




Muke aku sememek siooooooooool. HAHA! Tuesday, October 16, 20071:00 am ok, firstly,
i love my timetable.
:D :D

mestilah suker, saper tak.
its quite slacking tau. *woohoo*
and since im only taking 2 subj, i can work more.
((:

secondly,
i would like to CONGRATULATE my dearest friend,
AMRITA, for being the new class chairman.
too bad darling, you have to be the teachers' pet now,
and cant slack around anymore.
and sorry for sabo-ing you into it.
haha!

thirdly,
theres no school tomorrow thanks for the award ITE received.
coooool kan?!
i can go out and enjoyyyyyy.
*yay*

ok, thats all for today.
see you guys soooon!


PS: i find this picture is very nice! :D






BIRDIE!


and i call it Supermodel Pose. Hah! Sunday, October 14, 20073:26 am raya, as usual, was normal for me.
the only differences for this raya is that, i only visited my grandma in like less than 5 mins.
IMAGINE! Ur own beloved grandma, whom you only get to see for 5mins.
why?
because of some conflicts happening between my dad and his siblings.
family probs.
i miss grandma.
ever since grandpa left us, the family had became soo uncomfortable.
if only grandpa is still here to witness everything, things wouldnt had become from bad to worst.

after that, as usual, went down to my mom's side.
raya-ed all the way till 3am in the morning.
and im still awake.

the only good thing i love about raya is when i get to reunite again with my cousins,
see my grandma, even though its just for 5min,
rekindle back any awkwardness i had between any family members,
and of course, getting collection.

so for this raya, nothing much happened.
i just miss the old times.
alot.


This time was different.
Felt like, I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife.
When you walked out of my life.
Now i'm in this condition.
And i've got all the symptoms.
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what you'll never see me cry. Thursday, October 11, 200710:28 am Tagged again. [=

Answer These Questions :

1 ) Which Is More Difficult : When Looking At Someone's Eyes When Telling How You Feel Or Looking Into Someones's Eyes When They Tell You How They Feel ?
Ans : Telling how i feel while looking right into their eyes. If you guys notice, whenever i talk to anyone, i will try to look at other things beside you.



2 ) Think Of The Last Time You Were Annoyed . Why Were You Annoyed ?
Ans : I was annoyed by some bus driver who halau me from the bus because of a drink!


3 ) You Will Die In 3 Minutes . Last Calls ?
Ans : Call anyone in my mind to tell them any message i wanted to.



4 ) If You Could Do Anything Or Wish Anything What Would It Be ?
Ans : I wish i would be PRETTY, CLEVER, SMART, AND RICH. WOOO!



5 ) You Can Have 1 Of The Following 2 Things : Trust OR Love
Ans : Love. Love is a pure thing. without love, there is no peace.



6 ) You Are Walking To Work . There Is A Dog Drowning In The Canal On The Side Of The Street . Your Boss Told You If You're Late One More Time You're Fired . Do You Save The Dog Or Not ?
Ans : I dunno. Im afraid of dogs. If its others that dogs, maybe yeah.



7 ) Would You Or Have You Ever Blackmailed Someone ?
Ans : HAHA. ader laa.



8 ) Think Of The Last Person Who You Know Who Died . You Have The Chance To Give Them 1 Hour Life Back , But You Have To Give One Year Of Your Life . Would You Do It ?
Ans : Ermm, if its someone i love, yes of course.



9 ) Are You The Kind Of Friend That You Would Want To Have As A Friend ?
Ans : Ask people, dude.



10 ) Does SEX = LOVE ?
Ans : Nope. Not at all.



11 ) Are You Old Fashioned ?
Ans : No.



12 ) Would You Marry Someone If They Were Unable To Do Sex ?
Ans : Yes. It doesnt matter much.



13 ) What Would Be Harder For You ? To Tell Someone You Love Them Or That You Don't Love Them Back ?
Ans : I think both. Im such a coward.



14 ) What Do You Think Would Be The Hardest Thing For You To Give Up ?
Ans : The one i love.



15 ) Romantic Love . When Was The Last Time You Told Someone You Love Them ?
Ans : a year ago? i guess.



16 ) If You Had To Go Back In Time And Change One Thing , If You HAD To , Even You Have " No Regrets " , What Would You Change ?
Ans : I would make her happy. and never let her go.



17 ) Imagine . It Is A Dark Night , You Are Alone , It Is Raining Outside , You Hear Someone Walking Outside Your Window , Who Do You Wish Was There With You ?
Ans : No one .. I loved this kind of situation alone !!



18 ) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying ?
Ans : Of course!



19 ) You Are Holding To Your Grandmother Dying Hand And The Hand Of A Newborn That You Don't Even Know As They Hang Over The Egde Of The Cliff . You Have To Let One Go To Save The Other , Which One Would It Be ?
Ans : Erm, its hard for me. I wont let go.



20 ) When And How Was The Last Time You Told Someone How You REALLY Feel ?
Ans : The last time was a year ago. Been ages huh.



21 ) Do You Tell Anyone Or Everyone You Are Going To Die ?
Ans : Nope. I will just treat it as normal.



22 ) What Would You Do With Your Remaining Days ?
Ans : I wish to make her happy for the last time.



23 ) Would You Be Afraid ?
Ans : No, but im just afraid if im going to hell or heaven.



Here's The Lucky 5 Who Must Do This .

1 ) huda

2 ) Amalina

3 ) Firr

4 ) Said

5 ) Fina Tuesday, October 09, 20072:07 am


I would like to wish everyone of you Muslimin and Muslimah in my slideshow, Selamat Hari Raya!
You guys have left a significant mark in my life.
And i really appreciate you all for being there for me up till now.

Therefore, here's my Raya greeting for you guys.
Saya di sini ingin memohon ampun maaf kepada kamu semua.
Kalau ada terkasar bahasa maafkan ya?
Dan halalkan la makanan dan minuman ku.

((:


ok, ive done it.
if there's anyone ive left out, im so sorry ya.
do tell me and i will wish you too.


SELAMAT HARI RAYA !