♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Thursday, November 30, 200612:12 am
ok. he dun look hansem in here. hee.  12:11 am
favourite boys  12:11 am
self-obsession*  12:10 am
my sis, syuk &me  12:09 am
me&him again.  12:09 am
matiin&me  12:09 am
careless whisper  12:08 am
me &syuk  12:07 am
tgh syiok.  12:07 am
err. step hansem la tu. haha !  12:06 am
my two favourite boys.  Wednesday, November 29, 200611:50 pm ok today. was in the good mood in the morning. someone makes me so happy ydae night. (:
after sch, meet syukur at his workplace. then went back home ard 7. rest and chat on phone with huda. then siap siap again. meet syukur & my sis at ard 9pm. then my sis went home. matiin came down. me, syukur& matiin lepak-ing outside. funny la. haha ! came back home ard 11.45. mom was nagging again. -.- "

sayang.. i miss you.. (: 2:15 pm ok. im super shocked n numb right now. 2 of my classmates fight. as in a REAL FIGHT. ivan and ah heng was fighting. they were punching and kicking. ivan was bleeding while ah heng continue kicking him. i wanna cry right now. i trembling. Tuesday, November 28, 200612:20 am some days i feel broken inside, but i wont admit.
sometimes i just wanna hide cause its you i miss.
you know its hard to say goodbye when it comes to this.


i would hold you in my arms.
i would take the pain away.
thank you for all you've done.
forgive all your mistakes.
there's nothing i wouldnt do, to hear your voice again.
sometimes i wanna call you but i know you wont be there.


fiza made my day today & i made her day too. (:. i love you laa girlfriend ! okok today. it started off well. then some shits came up. i dunwanna talk about it la k. me n fiza went pasir ris. oh, we saw firdaus btw. then after jln2 at there, we went tamp. walk walk there too. talk on the phone w syukur. kor* you life me up when im down. iloveyou.(: then went to ikea. took some of my stuffs there. we reached bedok at 6+. meet my sis n bro. we went take cab to have our dinner at arnolds. and its all on me. haha. then took cab again. sent my siblings back to my aunts hs. super tired. i wanna blog more but im not in the mood. k go.


to that person. stop it la k. if u really trust ur r/s with an, you shudnt be threatened by me. thats called LOVE. Saturday, November 25, 20068:15 pm you're still the one that i love.
the only one i dream of.
you're still the one i kissed goodnight. (:




ok. i wanna blogg about ydae. hehs. work with mukhsin. kecoh-ness. then went back home with him. took 168 to woodlands. we were like talking and talking and we didnt even realised that we have reached woodlands. even him agree to it. and i thot of meeting THAT SOMEONE at woodlands. tapi dier sombong kan. taknak jumper kiter. da la. so after that we went our separate ways. he went home, and i went to orchard. meet up with my L5 excecpt ain n farah. ain was working and she come later while farah had other plans. meet had and syaza. then isyah. we had our dinner. then bought tickets to watch the colic. super scarry. isyah and syaza were hugging each other, hadisti had her ain and me.. ? i had nobody. boo hoo. how i wish that someone would come there for me. hehs. and syaza was like forever disturbing me inside the theatre. and i scream twice inside it. HAHA ! maluu. then we finish the movie abt9+. went walk walk ard orchard to somerset then to orchard. then we finally sat at one place and we talk, joke and took pics. went back home at 11+. yay. for the first time, i went back home early with them. hahaa.

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and as for today, i worked again. with ifah and tijah and muksin plus two more newcomers, jufri and zaki. thot of waiting for mukhsin to finish his work since he's finishing later than me bt ifah and ijah is lepaking at there so they will be going back hm together anyway. then meet up with huda. oh btw, im still listening to the sexyback song. is nice la k huda ! and u broke ur promise to me. YOU'RE LATE AGAIN. kia kia kia. Thursday, November 23, 200612:18 am today. fiza was extremely unwell. so me n fina sent her back home by cab. then we slack under her void deck since its raining heavily. smoke a few cigg. we were talking n joking when suddenly i saw pieces of i-dunno-what-thing flew down from the block's kitchen window. i came out and saw upstairs there were a few kids throwins something trying to aim at the 3motors park in front. ape lagi. i walk out and scold those kids uh. i mean, im just trying to do the right thing right ? i had experience stuffs like this b4. kids throwing wet tissues until they were hard n dry on my dad's car. and its irritating la. so, i really need to scold those kids though i knew its not my problems. but i still have to teach them manners right ? and they were also trying to destry someone's else's property. after they were scolded, they quickly hide themselves away from the kitchen window. then they sneeked and looked at us. fina then shouted back"aper tgk2 ?!" and they went in quickly again. hais. kentals kentals. those kids really have no manners la. if they were my younger bro, i would have seriously teached him good. hmmph.


and yes, ydae, i quarrelled with 2minahs-tak-menjadi inside the toilet. they also another one. dar tua, besar, tapi takder manners jugak. ishk.


so after slacking, we went bedok. then fina went meet syakir while me went home since i got nowhere to go. on the way home, my sis called up asking me if i wanna go have dinner with her. so i agreed and we met at cityhall. ate at kfc. and err. a guy looks like emo, ask for my no. hah. but i bluffed him saying i dun have hp. sorry la. im just not intrested in befriending with anyone right now. hehs. Wednesday, November 22, 200612:11 am baby, i can wait till the day i hear you say, you're mine.
there's no other one for me, keep in mind.
you make my life complete and tonight, we'll make love endlessly,
cos you're mine, you're the one that i'll keep for all time. 12:02 am i talk to aidil again.
and this time abit longer than we used to. haha !
fiza encourage me to try get his attention. oh of course i will. (:

and yes. to those 3guys i hate. GET A LIFE ! you dont have anything to do with me and i have nothing to do with you. so get off from my face. menyampah aku tgk korg. satu2 biler sorang pendiam habis, step innocent konon la tu. skali lagi, aku pecah kan muke korg baru puas hati aku. babi. sial. aku benci org mcm korg la. SETAN. Monday, November 20, 200612:05 am weee. peeople. i just hilite my hair. yay-ness. but.. err.. i guess i look more like a minah now. nyeahahaha. who cares. im not right ? so then, today i went out w my L5except ain was missing. and syaza tricked me alot of times. damn her. had n langee had to go off earlier than me n aza. so, me n aza just waited for my sis to come down at cityhall the we're off to far east to have our dinner there. and yes. the stall owner there gave me a free drink. hee. so nice of him.(: before that i went for an int at topshop. then we just walk walk ard somerset and took bus 7. i need to be back home early cus i was having a bad stomachache. ishk. while on the way home, msg-ed tini and fiza. kecoh-ness. then firdaus called me. chatted awhile with him. how can he sya im very quiet ?! hmmph. watch madu3 with my younger bro. so funny and kecoh. hah. ok. thats all for today. i needa update hudaaa abt myself. weeeeee. Saturday, November 18, 20062:38 am
and now they were super bored.  2:37 am
they were super happy.  2:28 am ok. im full. extremely full. went seoulg today with my colleagues. me n tini was late due to her working time. we ate and ate and ate. then syaza and sadrina came. they get free dinner bcos of kakak. (: hehs. went back hm with syaza. took mrt and reach home ard 11+. on the phone with an. i miss you badly. and i know you miss me too. haha ! then talk with huda. she complain abt her raya planning yg tak menjadi. kesian dier. ishk. nanty aku bantai members kau ehk. hee. then online. oh yeaa. i was crying, btw. im crying until my eyeliners smudge badly. my cous was panic. but its ok. im used to it anyway. Monday, November 13, 20062:21 pm am i just some chick you placed beside you
to take somebody's place ?
when you turn around can you recognise my face ?
you used to love me,
you used to hug me
but that wasnt the case
everything wasnt okay.


i was left to cry there
waiting outside there.. 1:46 pm ok, shucks.
my charger is spoilt and i cant contact anyone. damn.

i have been sleeping very late late night nowadays. and its all that hammie's fault. (:
right now im doing research on my oral presentation. ishk. i have been very very good lately. hehs. guess what ? i just started revising my accounts ydae night and today, fiza has just teached me another topic which im still not good at. :) im thankful i have a friend like her. she make me think back about my behaviour all that. i guess if it werent for her, i wouldnt have even try to make any effort to study. hehs. fiza & fina, if you're reading this, im sorry for troubling u girls alot and making you worried like my mom. hehe. and thanks for everything u try done for me. love you ! :) Wednesday, November 08, 20062:31 pm wee. im super happy. guess what ppl ?
I talked to aidil ydae !! *melts*
i was inside te lecture hall. aidil sat next to me. i dunno why all of a sudden, i talk to him. and we kept smiling and smiling at each other all the way. HAH. super sweet smile of his. gosh.

eermmph. ydae bumped into alot of changkatians students while hanging out with had.
agil, hanafi, nadirah, nad, imran, imrans' frens, rahim, nazrul, hafiz and alot others. everywhere i go it seems like i bumped into them. heh. and rahim exhange no. with me. talk to him awhile that night. (:





and im still super happy abt talking to aidil. wee.
his smile is so sugar sweet. cair seyy. Tuesday, November 07, 20062:16 am
forever  2:14 am
im still treasuring that precious piece of artwork done by you. (:  1:36 am cant believe it.
im crying real hard for An.
an.. i know what you're doing is just trying to make me moved on.
but, i try real hard to do that. yet i still cant bear to leave you.
i know you're feeling bad and guilty everytime because of me.
forgive me.
but whatever happens, i wanna be there for you.
always n forever. Monday, November 06, 200612:07 pm urm.. currently in mlc room right now. im waiting for huda to siap siap and meet me at tanah merah. hmm. anyway syaza is coming too. i wonder how both two kukuheads will interact with each other. hah.

anyway. to you
im sorry.
im sorry for being too honest.
for hurting you im many ways.
im sorry if my words that night is harshed.
im sorry for the previous times ive been treating you
im didnt mean to being too sharp.
maybe im doing all that bcos i love you.
and i still do until now.
im truly sorry, an.
you've been my inspiration.
through the lies you were the truth.
my world is a better place because of you. Saturday, November 04, 20063:12 am
aidil is the one with orange towel ! (: cuteee.  2:19 am today is tiring. went sch at 10. then went to sungai buloh till 6. then went to my aunt's hs. then went jln raya. ishk. i cant explain much. too many things happen. ..


i wanna sleep now. super tired. *dreaming of aidiiiiil. (: Wednesday, November 01, 20061:01 am ok. today im in a very very down mood. i was having mouth ulcer. cant talk much, cant smile, cant laff.. haiyer.
and i jst found out something.
shopping is the best medicine when you're down.
yeaa. i went shopping just now. ALONE.
just to relieved my stressness and sadness.
talk to huda. cheer me up abit.
then firdaus. he's.. funny la. (:

to you :
call me sombong, arrogant, proud and whatsoever.
i dont care.
im always there for you
but think about it..
were you ever there for me ?
i tried to save our relationship alot of times.
bcos i do realised our r/s is becoming distant.
but have you ever done anything about it ?
NO, YOU DONT..
instead, whenever i called you,
you always taking me for granted.
you will always be having many excuses not to meet up or talk on phone and even sms.
whats your prob ?
in sch, you pretended to be so nice to me.
you wanna tegor me.
but behind, you're a diff person.
i wish that i still have that old person in you.
you have changed.
and i dun like it abit.
but its your life, and i cant help it.
since you wanna let our r/s be this way..
then i hope you're happy with your life.
and if you want our r/s to be more distant than ever,
then i can only accept it the way it is.
only the memories between us that will forever be lingering inside me.
cos i noe you will never be the old you and things will never be the same again.
ps: i still care alot about you. & i miss you.