♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Wednesday, February 28, 20077:35 pm I tear my heart open,
I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel


ok, ydae i went to KBOX with my hommies. the Lgang. too bad dy&nisha werent there.
ishhk. singing is bad for throat. i lost my voice bcos of that. gahh. but at least i sang better than syaza. HAHA. yea, me & angel makeout too. HAHA.

&& today is super funny. with amrita, fina, fiza, fedah irritating me. grr. they keep immitating whatever stuffs im doing cus they say my reaction is very funny. and we tried to play the ghost game. so cool. ok bye.


I tried to help you once
Against my own adviceI saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand Saturday, February 24, 20078:12 am ydae night was a HORROR. my frens were drunk.
i dunno why the hell they are drunk for. ishkk.
but then, mae sent the 4 of them, nisha, ida, syaza& rach to dy's place. i help dy to take care of them too. when syaza saw me during her drunken state she was like "eh nurul ! kau kat sini ?? HAHAHAHAH" -.-. GRRR. dy had to throw water at all of the 4 kuku's face to wake them up.
then ida was vomitting blood all over. we had to call the ambulance. dy take cares of them while i went to the hosp with ida. riding the ambulance is soooo cooool. haha.



i get to seat at the front seat. but of course i was feeling damn nervous the whole time. i just dunno what to do at first. An called me. thanks babe. for being there for me no matter what time of the day that is. (: she make me calmed down. i was crying like fuck. i was nervous abt parents, abt her family knowing it, and abt her. ishh. babe, thanks. A BIG ONE TO YOU. (: & also to huda. for msg-iing me all the while to talk to me when i was alone. THANKS BABE !



yea, so waited for a few hrs. then ard 4am, mae came down with white and a couple. we sit there fagging until we saw ida's mom came. then ida's mom was crying. she adviced us all that. then me, white, mae & the other girl slack outside hosp. fagging again. we talk & talk abt many stuffs. lesbianity, drunkards, ppl. white was super fun laa. hee. and then we went to have our breakfast. i gave white one of my egg and the other one i gave it to khai. damn. both of them can eat just as much. doctor called us and told us that ida had awake ard 7. we went back to meet ida. since she can still walk (like a model somemore. ahah !) we went back to simei mrt. all of them went home except for mae. i acc her to take 38 to tamp. then i was left alone again.



this time with my hp batt FLAT. waited & waited for fiza and fina to arrive. fagged again. im telling ya, i've been fagging alot for a day. fiza arrived first and she help me make myself look as normal again as my face is looking very very bad. then fina arrive & we went to sch. slack at cafe2 first before going to class and i slept the whole time. even agil saw me. MALUUUU. then we went back to class. i just cant help but shutting my eyes. ms sim keep scolding me but hey, its not my fault kan. afthe bcm, we dun intend to go for iac. so fina went back while me & fiza had our lunch and slack at stadium after that had an ice cream session while waiting for my committee leaders meeting to start. finish meeting at 3.30. fiza told me its better for me not to go work at this state. since im like super tired. so yea, i called deli. jason was like "oh ok." then he quickly put down the fone. -.-



we passed by starbucks. saw firhah. she's damn HOT laa. & i realised she saw me too. & i quickly hide from her. i wonder does she knows im looking out for her. bump to khai&nor. idiotttic khai kept bullying me. then fiza and me went back home.



i was super tired that i quickly knocked out. many ppl msg-ed & called me. sorry ppl. batt was fucking flat. & yea, white and me chatted in phone last night. hee. (: but then i slept early today at 12am. didnt realised ida's mom msged me, anwar & white msg me too. hee. ok ppl bye. Thursday, February 22, 20071:08 pm baby you're all that i want.
when you're lying here in my arms.
finding it hard to believe we're in heaven.


&& Im super HAPPY.
even though its just a short msg,
An replied to me.. it still satify my misses towards her.
damn. i still missing her.
i wanna run towards her & hugg her tightly.
i wanna kiss her like baby there's no tomorrow.
i wanna give her my all.
baby, i miss you.


OK. IM NOT DEBARRED. WOOHOOO. that just makes me happy. (((=
now i can skipp class as many as i like.
yay ! luckky fina&fiza & others arent debarred either.
now we can enjoy our CHALET ! woohhooo.
btw ppl, its on 21March. GET IT ! ok bye.......


love is all that i need.
& i found it there in your heart.
it isnt to hard to say,
we're in heaven..... Wednesday, February 21, 20073:30 pm ok. DAMN. im crying again. in class.
i cant help it laa. HUDAAAA HELP ME plssssssss. hmmph.




i miss that girl. hais.
aku ada kerana kau pon ada.
dengan cinta kau buat diriku hidup selamanya...





WOW. nindia is damn HOT laa k.
super cutee hee.
i wanna work with him again ! (: Sunday, February 18, 20076:47 pm ok. ydae was a fun fun fun day at work& outside work. HAH. work with huda, fahmi, susanto, ain, another guy i-not-sure-his-name-is, && NINDIA !! damn. he super cutee laa. hee. susanto was like forever pestering ain & keep asking us to massage his back. nindia is being super blur laa. we ask him to void at the cashier, & he keep pointing at diff stuffs. maybe he doesnt understand what we were sayin. LOL. fahmi tak habis2 dgn SENGET dier. && i cant believe aza can be a good tag team with him. HMMPH. pandai laa korg. satu panggil aku senget, lagik satu kater aku otak senget. so then i went break with syaza, nisha & dy. i told them abt nindia. & you guys are just jeles right nindia is handsome-er than u butches. HAHA. went back to deli. they keep asking me for tat stupid tarts. GRR. gave them the crushed tarts & yet they still ate it. haha. && yes, those idiot boys at deli locked me up inside the chiller room. ishkk ! and all the girls did was laugh at me when i came out from the cold room. hmmph, takper korg. jager nanty. haha. then, fahmi was like teaching nindia wats lesbian and telling the whole world im a les. -.-" so went back home with my senget frens. otw, i was changing my shoes to slippers when both butches started kicking my shoes ! buat malu jekk depan huda. aahaha. & one of my shoe even fall inside the fire extiguisher place. lucky syaza can took it back for me if not i hantam her ! & dy was like carrying my other pair of shoe all the way till at the escalator !! & she even put my bag down the esc and let it slide !!! GAHH. i know i know. they sooo bad right. well wait till its their turn. i will get my sweet revenge on them ! heeeheheheheh. ok. later im working midnight shift with huda & ain. damn. nindia is working till 11pm. haiyer. ok ppl. bye !






aku sedang ingin bercinta kerana
mungkin ada kamu di sini
aku ingin. Friday, February 16, 200710:57 am yay. ydae was a happy day bcos i saw my HOT STUFF ! hee. her name is firhah i guess ? damn. she super hot laa. with her smile all that. cair-ing* i wish i can get to know her. haiss.


okayy. so yea. An thought me&shereen are sista lurve right now. -.-" yeaa right laa. HAHA. but anyway she is nice laa. hmm. so after chatting w her i went out to meet syaza&angel first at pr. (i skipped sch btw) then we went town & meet rachael there. had our lunch at ljs. then we went to ngee ann. me & syaza went to florist shop to buy sunflower for rach. im soooo jeles. hmmph ! then we slackk at starbucks in wisma. after that went to starbucks at liat towers. played taitee all the way until we're tired then we play bluff. aiyaah im not good at bluffing la. so im the loser there. HAHA. then finally i went back to tamp & meet up with hudaaa.



stupid huda. muker stresss jek tau. HAHA. we went to starbucks and thats when we saw FIRHAH. !! argghhhh. super cute lorr. slackk there till 10+. damn. i wanna go slackk there again ! she soo hot. gahh. Thursday, February 15, 200710:13 am -= JahanaM KaU =- says:
touching eh valentines dae msg


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
ok


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
plsss stop disturbing an.....


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
kau da blg sdare aku pasal aku ngn an satu hal..


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
eh sorry sikit ehk. ape hal yg aku blang sal sedare ko. aku cumer tanyer dier & he's the one who wanna find out more.


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
aku bebual care baik..


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
aku tanak gado.


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
k. i ask shaddiq. who is shereen related to shaddiq, cus i see in frenster he is related to u


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
so he ask me back what am i related to u


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
i didnt noe u n him are cousins but since he is my close good frens, i thot i could talk to him


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
and then he told me he is your cousin


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
did u talk bout an?


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
yes. and thats a long time ago.


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
now we no longer talking abt u guys.


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
e2 yg aku stress.....


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
asal ?


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
he knoes...if he knoes..my nenek will knoe...


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
if u want, aku leh tolong kau


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
aku suroh dier jgn blang kan. dier kawan baik aku per.


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
nvm its ok..


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
juz leave it as it is....


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
but i dun think shaddiq will tell. cus he's the type who can keep secret.


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
im sure u knoe better...im not tat close to him... btw.... aku bukannye nk gado... aku tanak bermusuh ngan kwn an.... but im really not happy bout the valentines day msg...


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
im sorry. but an surely told u oredi im attached to someone else oredi.. its just that aku da lamer tk nampak dier. and i just seem happy at that time.


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
ya...i knoe tat.... tapi kau sbagai pompan... kau try imagine lau ader pompan msg laki kau mcm gitu...


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
but at least an is truthful towards u.


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
truthful lau tak setia uat pe....


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
btw.... u free this coming mondae??


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
why ?


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
i kinda have a gathering..... kat beach.... wanna come?...


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
ajak ur boi skali...


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
hmm. i not sure. cus i might be working


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
but i will try to make it . (:


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
ok... pape juz msg an.... cos i wont be around.... going jb... my dad accident.....


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
ohh ok. hope ur dad will get well soon. (=


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
im sure he will.....thanks....


-= JahanaM KaU =- says:
see ya around...


you can say anyth you want to. No stress cus i understand you. says:
u too.



ok. so thats a chat between me & sherreen. hmm. i guess we're ok for now. dyyy. pls come & follow me to their beach party on monday pls. (: 12:18 am yay. i love it laa.
had a photography event just now on vday. after that, went town to meet up with dy, syaza, rach & mae. then nisha join along. yay* i get cookies from dy ! thank u BABE ! we were like slacking kat maner2 tempat kat town and dy keep on saying me bacin bacin nvr bath cus i straightaway from sch go meet her. -.- GRRR. and yea a prob occured between me &khai&dy&fiza. hmmph. its childish laa.
soo yeaa. thats abt all. wanna noe more ask me cus i lazy to type. ok pretty babes. bye.


angel of mine Wednesday, February 14, 200712:42 am HAPPY VALENTINE DAY PEOPLE !


okok. guess what ? i saw An just now. yesyes. im soo happy la k. managed to hug her. cus i miss her ALOT. she makes me happy&sad at the same time. babe, i love you. very much. and esp for you, HAPPY VALENTINE DAY GIRL. && its been 5days straight im crying, hoping to see you again. And i finally did. I LOVE YOU.


i had a fun times with the committee leaders just now while we're preparing for the event tml. yay. im having a date with photo club. HAHA.
ok bye ppl. Monday, February 12, 20076:32 pm Terima kasih dariku
Atas ketulusanmu
Menyayangi diriku

Aku ada karena kau pun ada
Dengan cinta
Kau buat diriku hidup selamanya



okays. so yea. today just got back home. finish sch at3. went tm. otw there while walking, i was suddenly trembling. my heart is beating very very fast. i feel someth was not right. told fiza&fina. they told me maybe someth bad will happen. i hope i wont get debarred.*touchwood* so yea. went walk ard tm. me&fiza sat at cs. talkl & talk. & bitch abt others. HAHA. i just love her company laa. then went hm at5.30pm. i super cant wait for my chalet ! woohoo. pokai sak aku. chalet nyer pasal. & btw, i cried just now during bcm lesson. i was listening to sad &soothing songs when tears just dropped down from my face. hais. guess i was missing An badly. & my other frens were shocked but they just pretend nothg happen. cus i dunwan any kecohness.



BABE. I MISS YOU LA BITCH. GET BACK TO ME PLSSSSS !
IM GOING CRAZY WITHOUT YOU LAA. Sunday, February 11, 20079:40 pm okayy. i noe i haven been blogging for the past whole week. so let me tell u about last fri.

went sch just for the meeting. then meet syaza & dy at my sch. see the student getting Olevel result. && yes im happy for them that they pass. (= esp sharifah. damn. she get 12 pts laa.
joy cried. my & dy were like wandering ard since syaza is comforting joy. then everywhere we go we seem to be seeing ppl crying. ishhk. then went tamp & meet up wth nisha& her fren. went ljs cus they wanna eat. everywhere we go it seems like dy were noeing each and every girl. pompan maner ntah dier kutip. haha. then we slack at open plaza. sad came by. then Nor&Khai. dy was like forever taking pics with my phone laa & wearing my deli cap. then dy&nisha went back to dy hs to change. sad went back hm. me and syaza went town to meet mae and we have our dinner at fat east. then dy&nisha came and we slack at starbucks. i was supposed to be working at 11pm but bcos of those goondoos i extend to 12am. so yeas. went back w nisha&dy. dy was forever pestering me to give her tarts tarts tarts. HAHA.


so went work. work with huda, fahmi, susanto & auntie mercedez. fahmi was forever irritating but funny. & i pityed him cus he wanna work work work just to get a license. && me and huda is always getting bullyed by him. GRR. Susan(susanto) was freaking funny. & he kena bullied by me and huda.HAHA. then we were supposed to be going hm at 7. but the next morning shift ppl came at 9. so we have to slogged until 9. damn ! but poor fahmi work ot till 11am. imagine 11pm to 11am. whaor..


so yea. on sat, work at 5pm. with Nor, Khai, Khir, auntie shirley&wijana. i called khai raichu & he called me pikachu. HAHA wth?. mgr meimei soo moodswing sia. skejap baik, skejap marah. gahh. finish work and suddenly huda called me and crying. huda dont worry k. everyth gonna be fine. just relax. i understand what u going through. after that, Nor&Khai quarrel. & Nor making me more stressed when she doesnt wanna go hm. i thot of looking for her but she didnt wan. -.-. and i went to dy's place just to give her those crushed tarts. LOL. && she keep praising me bcos of that. aiyah its just a stop away. and im proud of myself on that day. HAHA. cus im doing many good things to ppl. yay.


and on sun, went madrash. i was like nodding my head down n up. lack of slp la k. went back home. help my mom do housework. then dozed off till8. GAHH. im tired. && i will be very busy for the whole mon, tue, and wed bcos of that vday event. GRRRR. i wish that someone is free & will be asking me out. okayy bye.
Sunday, February 04, 200710:52 pm wooo ! SPORE WIN PPLE ! I LOVE MY BABYYYY SHARIL !

okayy. im mad. so what? im just happy ok !
byeeee.
muacks ! Thursday, February 01, 20078:32 pm today, i just cant think of anyth to blogg. well, except that i've been thinking of that someone lately. the one who always makes me laugh and smile. the one who treat me so well. the one who always never fail to kiss me when we're going our separate ways last time. the one whom i treasure and love so much up till now. that someone is her. An, if you're reading this, i hope you knew just how much i miss you. ive been thinking of you day&night. im hoping and hoping you would come back to me soon. im willing to be back together in your arms again and not letting you go this time. if only.... hais. some things are left to be unsaid. imissyou baby.
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