♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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♥
have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Friday, April 28, 20065:46 pm yeahhh. soo happy. haha. working ydae. some bunch of guys come and talk to me. LOL. then finish. went back home. chat with hudaaa on the way home. haha. she's always there to accompany me when im afraid to go home late at night. =))). after home. had my dinner. then online+talking to matus. chatted with that HAMTARO. he's NUTS!!! haha. bastard him abit. matus online too. and we both bastard him! haha. partners-in-crime. yeahhh. hope he nvr found out. LOL. ohh yahh. khidhir called me while i was working ydae. i called him back but he din picked up. msg-ed him but he din replied. then he called back again. din get a chance to pick up. then i called him back he din pick up. shitty sia. we're like playing a game of hide-and-seek. he hide, i seek. DOTS. Wednesday, April 26, 20061:50 pm i woke up in the middle of night. realising i was crying and sobbing. was dreaming abt you. about everything you used to do. oh hell. why do u keep on haunting me inside me? pau told me to give you some time. but how long should i be waitin? do u still want me to keep on crying for you everytime till my eyes are fully soaked w tears? i do anything for you. even that. just to get together with you again.

Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am againWith nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go
Sunday, April 23, 20061:16 am went working today. huda came by our workplace jus now. then ain. then syaza+ ain. wow. i got soo many visitors jus now. hahaha. then finish at abt 8pm. went to parkway parade to get something from the bistro delifrance there. then went to ain's-->sis-->bf's chalet. reached ard 10+ sia. he help us buy some vodkas. so we went inside to eat some satays. then we went outside the chalet to go drinking with syaza n ain. oh well. just realised that the drink is not that tasty. was bitter. urghh. maybe i will try beer the next time. ate some bbq-ed foods. then slackk outside for awhile after that took a ride home by taxi. came back at ard 1.00 am. bleahh. Thursday, April 20, 200612:58 am went out in the evening. meet up with rabiatul, siti, n huda. damn huda. came late as usual. hmmph. janji kul 6.30 sampai kul 7. while waiting for her, me, siti n rabia went walk2 ard interchange. then we finally gave up and went inside. LOL. me n siti ordered the 'adik-beradik' type of ice cream. after a few minutes, then, finally, the PRINCESS come! nyeaahahaa. she also ordered one of the 'adik-beradik' same as mine n siti's. then we ordered a terriyaki chicken pizza. yummy. after having our dinner+desert, went walk ard cs n tm. after that, siti have to went off first since she's having poly orientation tml. then me, huda n rabia went ard tm. took some silly pics of ourselves and play with the toys r us toys. finally slack at small mac until abt 10.30. came back at 11. talk to had for a few mins during my way home journey. Tuesday, April 18, 200610:54 am khidhir. why are u suddenly turning cold towards me. what did i do to make you angry? is it just because ur attached and ur too engrossed on ur relationship and wanted to fogret the old past memories of ours? i still love you no matter what you do. i need you always. im really happy for the fact that ur happy now with ur own true love. but still i cant accept it why ur ignoring me these few days. we are still frens right? we aren't a secret lovers. but i guess i know why. im only dere for you in the past as a flavour. now you wanted a brand new flavour. so you're kicking me out of the way to get a good taste of ur new flavour right? maybe its true. all this while, those sweet words are just fake to you. saying the three words means nothing to you. and all this time you're only using me until you get another new girl. so now that you've gotten yourself a new one, you're completely turning your back upon me. do u even noe how much dis hurts me? i feel like a complete idiot. im always there for you. and now i needed you, you aren't there for me. where's the promises that you've given me? you're just a BACKSTABBING LIAR. you're just a bastard playboy like every other guys. i hate you khidhir but i cant help loving you more and more each day. this i promise you: i will love you till the end of my days. till the very last breath i have, you're the only one im thinking of. you're the only one whose in my heart.
but for now goodbye, my lover. i wish u happiness in ur new relationship and i hopes maisarah takes good care of you. be happy always khidhir.

wherever you go, whatever you do. i will be right here waiting for you. 10:46 am ydae worked till late night night. working with the most funniest ppl in the workplace. nyaahaahaaha. i cant believe kak nora(ass. manager) likes to meleter. khai is v badd sia. LOL. keep on poking at her till she meleter everything. she can even dance when asked to! hahaaha. that idiottic bryan is gonna get it from me soon! always stealing my thongs then dunwan to lend me his sey. hmmph. went break with syaza. then shikin joined us. haiyerrr. SHIKIN!! why ur aunty come late one? hahaha. if not i can get free lunch at swensens siaa. haha. jkjk. ohh yeahh. on sunday, my partner come to my workplace. wakakaka. idiottic him. dunwan to come inside n talk to me. then too bad his bloody prepaid is low. cant contact him up till now.
ps: anwar, now that u saw me. dun ever laugh at me on how im working arghhhh!! Thursday, April 13, 20069:39 pm haiz. im currently having fever right now. i dun even noe why. maybe bcos im too upset about finding out khidhir stead with a girl named maisarah. haiz. i really cant take it. i feel like burtsing out loudly. but im trying not too. im strong. and i knew it. haiz. khidhir khidhir khidhir. dats all ive been thinking of lately. i cant believe it. i still cant. wish im still in a fantasy. and dis is all a nightmare. -cry- maybe i wanna commit suicide anytime now. Wednesday, April 12, 20066:20 pm bleaaaahhh. had n syaza came to my hs early in the morning. then had helped to 'hilite' our hair while syaza is cooking the foods. after my turn, its syaza's turn to hilite her hair also. after that, have our lunch. then went to eastpt to accompany syaza go to the bank. idiottt siaaa she. dun even noe how to talk to the banker. LOL. went back ard 5 liddat. online-ed the whole day. im still dreadin about my phone seyy. haiz Tuesday, April 11, 200610:32 pm fcuking hell. today i really have a bad luck siaa. change my comp and find out that all my files n pics are deleted. arghhhh. then went out to junction8 with syaza n hadisti. and this is the most bad luck thing that ever happen to me. i placed my phone beside the sink. then i only turned away for a few moments. when i wanted to take it back........ BAM... it was gone!!!! arghhhhh!
i knew the culprit! i really knew! if only i had re-met with that chee bai again, i will kill her! fucking bitch. went the whole junction8 just to check for her. but too bad i cant see her. haiz. my phone siaaa.. my new phone... i feel like cryinggg....
so agitated right now. at least talking to khidhir made me feel better. even for a short while. haiz.. Saturday, April 01, 200612:46 am arghhhhhhh! im TIREDDD!!! dis is my first day of working in delifrance siaa. and im super super tired. but firstly, things doesnt really went so bad for me. was quite okok la. -.-. im nervous for nothing! grr. one thing that really make my day turn out soo bad because i spilt a coffee to my hands! luckily im not scalded or anything. wakakaka. then the best thing is that, i get two meet a hottie. woohoo. and also, after closing the shop, we can pack in as many food as we want for ourselves. yeahh. it went ok for me. tml working again. damnnnn. im preparing myself to get tired again. haha.