♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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♥
have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Saturday, June 30, 200711:53 am oh hellooo people.
ok, blogg about ydae.
skipped work. heh. macam funfair gitu sey.
then went off and meet Nor at tamp. bumped into fahmi& gang. -.-
then off we went to suntec.
walk walk around there.
and shop shop awhile.
had our lunch then play pool.
damn. she beat me thrice in a row!
after abt an hour, some matreps came and get their pool table right beside us
and so, we dun even have the mood to play anymore.
went slack outside marina.
fagg and fagg again.

took a train back ard 7.
was super shocked to see Azri ler. hahah.
back to pasir ris, walkwalk ard the pasar mlm.
and again, SHOPPING.
but at least i didnt buy as much as Nor does.
dier da melampau. HAHAAH!
go whitesand and we saw mujahid working & we came by and say Hi to him.
and so, we got back home at 10pm.
(((=


andai esok aku menjadi tanah,
sudikah engkau menjadi bunga,
hiasi dadaku.... Thursday, June 28, 20072:29 am TAAT MAKES MY DAY LAST NIGT! =)))
thanks to him. heh!
im back in my happy mood.
he helped me do all the tasks im supposed to do.
sweet kan? hee.
love his smiles. =)

i lick your ice cream,
and you can lick my lollipop.
xD


URGH, I SERIOUSLY FEEL LIKE CLUBBING AGAIN.
ANYONE WANNA JOIN ME? =D


HEYY YO! DY AKA DALIAH AKA SPONGEBOB'S LOVE IS GONNA BRING ME, NURUL AKA KHAI AKA PATRICK'S LOVE TO BUTCH HUNT @ZOUK.
COOLNESS YO!
CAN WASH WASH EYES THERE! =D Saturday, June 23, 20074:25 pm will everyone believe it?
im crying right now because of a friendship problem.
between a friend of mine whom we have started bonding after Olevels and a sec friend of mine who is there since sec1.
both of them are truly my besties.
ijust hate it now when they are quarreling.
one thinks im siding the other,
and the other just didnt wanna heal the friendship back again.
when i think about how both are feeling in each of their own position, i can understand how badly they are feeling right now.
one had just been bombarded with many blames & accuses,
while the other just cant tolerate with her attitude.
its hurting me really.
im always trying my very best to be the peacemaker for all of my friends.
but now i really feel hopeless.
when i tried to side the other, she accused me of siding that person.
but when i tried talking to the other who seems to be more understanding, she just wouldnt wanna gave the other party another chance.
that last chance is all im asking for her.
cus i myself feel sorry for her.
i feel sorry for the whole group of us cause there seems to be alot of squabblings, bitching, and backstabbings.
and for the first time i felt that i failed as a friend, to try make peace for all of them.
i hate us to be like this.
i just want the 3 of us to be back to our normal daily life.
one had just faced a major problem and
the other also had a family prob.
i know how they are feeling right now.
but can the both of them just be back as friends, for my sake?
just dont make it because of some shits abt girls and stuffs both cant forgive each other.
just dont look back in anger,
forgive and forget.
they are my best friends and i never thought things could turn out like this.
after all this years they had gone through from pri sch till now,
how could they just leave their friendship hanging on like that.
remember you guys always had each others back when facing problems.
so pls, friends, be back as normal.
cus deep inside me, its hurting me too much too.


as we go on,
we remember all the times we had together.
as as our life changes
come what whatever,
we will still be
friends forever. Friday, June 22, 20078:27 am its 8.30am right now & i just came back home from clubbing.
went down to phunk bar then dbl 0 then to phunk bar again with syaza, angel, nisha, mae & calista.
when we went to phunk bar, we're just slacking & drinking bourbon coke there.
it was SUPER BORING. -.-
then nisha, angel & me went down to dbl 0 & meet up with farhana & her friend there.
oh! we bumped to sad & fatin there. heh.
and the whole group of us were like squeezing our way through up the platform & all of us just dance with each other.
farhana treat us for a jug of beer.
and i think after drinking 4 glasses of bourbon coke from phunkbar & the jug from dblO i get alittle high.
then we started to dance again until we decided to return back to phunkbar as the others are still there.
as i was getting a little tipsy, when we were going down from the platform, i tripped and nearly fell but lucky i just hold on to a guy beside me la. heh!
it was super MALU ok.

back at phunk, drank about afew more glasses of bourbon and i think that really made me gone.
all i rmb is that i dance with a guy whom i dont even know and after that went to the other side of the dancefloor and dance with another guy.
but angel kept holding on to me and keep slapping my face to make me alert.
and then i just touch syaza & angel's *** and continue dancing with them.
of course i did rmb all that but i really cant control myself laa.
&& babes, sorry i molest you girls. heh.
but thanks for getting me away from dancing with some unknown boys. (=

after that, nisha me & angel tookaway macd and sat by the smelly river.
had a heart-to-heart talk and ard5 everyone seems to be so tired to even talk.
me & nisha fell asleep till 6.30 while angel was jaga-ing us. hehs.
then we took a bus to our ride home.
and those girls were like teasing me and recalling me last night incidents.
-.-

the wierdest experience i ever really had.


you can run into my arms.
thats okay dont be alarmed.
come into me.
there's no distance between our love.
so come & let the rain pour,
i'll be all you need and more.... Thursday, June 21, 200710:19 am celebrated aza's birthday ydae night.
went bugis then ktv-ed at orchard.
went back home, when some shits happened.
meet angel & paul, dinner & slack at the deck.
took a cabbed to woodlands ard 2+ and met An over at her place.
sweetheart, thanks for just by being with me the whole time.
& yea, we talked about many2 stuffs.
& im sorry i cried infront of you. heh.
you're a good friend.
and yes, i did listened to her and went back home straight.
omg! i got a fucking menses. no wonder was feeling cramped all the time ydae night.
and yea, slept like a log and now im late for my 11am classes.
-.-

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end Tuesday, June 19, 20071:27 am -XXXXX-
deleting this part.

Someone had ask me,"why do you still love A so much after getting hurt over again ?"
And all i ans is " i would keep it in my stride even for how many times im getting hurt by the person i love. at least i have left a big mark in A's life for A to remember me always. & hopefully, maybe A would come back to me soon."



when the sun shine we'll shine together.
told you i'll be here forever.
said i'll always be a friend.
took an oath & i'ma stick it out till the end.
now its raining more than ever.
know that we still have each other.
you can stand under my umbrella. Sunday, June 17, 200711:21 pm ok, im online right now is also because i wanna wish to that best girlfriend of mine.
its 17th June.
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY FARLINA aka FINA the GHOSTDOLL !
hahaa!
sorry im not there to celebrate your birthday babe.
HAVE FUN && ALL THE BEST !

thats my babe !
Thursday, June 14, 200712:56 am ever since that day, we've never contacted each other anymore.
it has been over month already.
dont ask me why.
maybe she felt guilty.
maybe she think im pissed off with her.
but still, i just dunwan to throw our frenship just like that.
cause i miss having a friend like her whom always entertain me in the middle of the night.
yea. she is a nice friend.
i should have realised she's still not recovering from her aunt's death trauma.
&& im really sorry i wasnt there for her all this while.
heyy, aini.
AWAK, if you're reading this, to beep my phone back orites.
cause i miss you alot. <33

AINI. ♥ my scandal(:
Tuesday, June 12, 200711:22 pm i get to eat B&J today!
YAY!




I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,

Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

It's been a long time since you called me
How could you forget about me
You got me feeling crazy
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
DONT LEAVE ME CRYING.

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really NEED you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

heartsyou<33 12:05 am AN MAKES ME HAPPY WHEN I SEE THOSE SMILES JUST NOW.
*melts
babe, meet up with me soon OK!
cus i FUCKING HELL miss you many many.


Tiap kali aku berlutut
Aku berdoa suatu saat kau bisa cinta padaku
Tiap kali aku memanggil di dalam hati

Jantung ku berdetak tiap kuingat padamuMengapa ada yang kurang saat kau tak ada
Melihat, menyentuhmu itu yang ku mau Sunday, June 10, 20077:15 pm



&&im at syaza's house currently.
nyeahhahahaa.

omg, i just received the news from Said.
im forced to be the treasurer.
shitness.
if only i had come to the meeting at least i can saved myself from that post.
imagine someone spendthrift and careless like me become the money saver?
i think i can go mad, saving up all those moneys laa.
sheesh.
&& said thanks eh!
u should have known i hate that posting many2. GRRRR.
feel like killing the whole committee members now ! 3:56 pm okok, i know. its been super duper long since i blogged.
first, on fri.

went out-ed with Said. meet him at Tampines and we went changi airport.
we ate seaweeds at canteen2. then we went tamp back. meet up with imran. da lamer tk nampak dier la sey. slacked at TM until 6.


took a bus go to harbourforont. ohoh ! we saw Agil at the interchange btw. then we went to vivo.
ate dinner at banquet.
then we slacked at the top there.
oh! something funny happen at there.
and we're like "inside the scene" with everybody watching us.
cause there's security guards with us too. haha !
but nvm its a secret between me & said ok.

and so, we took bus at 10.30pm.
& lucky for me, i got the last bus for my place when i reached tamp.
&& i finally reached home at 12.30am.


and on sat, its 9th June. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAHZRIL.
was working the whole day.
after finished work around 12am, meet sad, syaza, and fatin at popeyes.
we realized by the time we finished dinner, there were no more buses.
but lucky for us, there's 36, the driver who was going back to the buses park willing to help us dropped down somewhere. & so, we agreed. riding the bus was so cool
its like the first time in my 18th life, i get to ride a public transport, w/o paying anything since it was out of service.
and also, the lights were off. and there were just the four of us inside the bus. haha !
we droppped down at 31 bus stop in front of ITE SIMEI.
and believe it?
me & aza walk from there to afghan. & from afghan we finally took a cab home. heh.
but throughout the journey, we talk abt many2 stuffs & all the memories. and there were times we laugh and the times we felt sad though.
and yeah, I finally reached back home at 2am. heh!


im trying my best to be the best for you.
im trying my best to be close to you though.
but you dont seem to be doing any effort.
should i just give up and let it go?
or should i still make the effort to holding on,
waiting for you? Wednesday, June 06, 200712:52 am i miss that HANDSOME GIRL.(((= Monday, June 04, 200711:07 pm in the night:

somehow, im really pissed off with Lala's attitude.
esp her attitude towards me.
really though.
she's seriously being super rude.
& after scolding shits towards me, she just offline just liddat.
oh wtf.
i mean i understand if she's not happy with what im doing right now.
but still, i have the right to get that respect ok.
and she also accused me of being SOMBONG now.
when im actually not.
& im just plain busy, and doesnt even notice her.
& hello! you're already attached with Nadhrah.
why must you still trying to get some attention from me?
we're friends now. ALREADY.
& its not only you're the only one at my msn contacts.
the others are there too.
but yet, they arent like you to get angry over me for not chatting up with them.
cause by all means, you can talk to me without me talking to you first.
damn. Lala, by all means, go ahead and be angry.
cus i dun even care about you anymore.


oh! && adzmir gave me comments at frenster.
since ive oredi deleted him off
"hey2 don get angry with me fer no reason... tat wasn't me hu type those ugly werds..it was my couz.. he's the one hu type it don't get angry aite u noe me.. i'm not tt sorta person aite"
& i dunno if i were supposed to believe him.


-.-
life oh life.
_____________________________________________________________

in the day:
ok,
im super happy today. GAHHS.
i saw An just now.
&& i love that hairstyle of hers la.
omg omg omg.
yah, n i keep repeating it to her over & over again. haha.
" da macam bradd pitt sey org tuu " haha !
she must be kembang-ish right now. hee.
but honey, its true ok.
you're so hot laa babe.
&& i seriously cant take my eyes off you. hehs. ((=


Aku wanita yang punya cinta di hati
Dan dirimu dan dirinya dalam hidupku
Mengapa terlambat cintamu telah termiliki
Sedang diriku dengan dia tak begitu cinta.

Atas nama cinta
Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi
Sampai nanti bila aku mati
Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau
Atas nama cinta
Kurelakan jalanku merana
Asal engkau berakhirnya dengan aku.
Kubersumpah atas nama cinta 2:14 am if this particular someone is reading my blog, that is you, ADZMIR.
well, FUCK YOU !
ko pikir ko banyak peh HANDSOME ke pe siak ?!
jangan nak step baik depan aku la sial.
babi peh jantan.


guess what ppl.
i was slping while my msn is still online.
and i put my status as away.
this PATHETIC guy by the named of adzmir, whom i have known somewhere before starting of my ITE years, came to chat with me.
since im slping and my sis is using the comp, my sis told him that im slping.
and FUCK IT. after i read the conv, i was like shocked.
this is how it goes:
adz : heyy.
sis: sorry, sis is slping. chat w her later.
adz: hmm ok. so how old are you ?
my sis didnt reply.
and this idiot just cont talking & talking.
adz: ur sis dari changkat kan? you plak dari maner?
adz: u ngah buat per?
adz: nak gi pangkeng ?

saw that pervert what he's trying to do ?
urghh. pls. so he thinks he can take advantage of my sis uh?
after i saw that conv, i fuck& scold him upside down.
blocked him and deleted his contact for good.
oh, please dont ever think you can get away that easily, bastard.
cause im still gonna fuck you again if you ever try to appear in my life.
well listen good, people, NOBODY, can ever take advantage of my SIS or BRO. if anyone dare to do that, im gonna give you a hell of a lifetime.
and to you, FAT ASS BASTARD, dont think im gonna let you go so easily.
do you stupidly think my sis is NAIVE just like you ?
you think she's having a small peebrain in her mind like you huh?
learn some manners, respect people, and look at yourself in the mirror DUMBASS.


urgh, i hate these perverts kinds of ass. Sunday, June 03, 200712:07 am ok, ive got back home at around 10+ today.
went tour-ed with matus, from east to north to west to central & back to east.


first, went to BV bazaar. its nice la.
got to eat many many stuffs.
mcm piggy sey. sheesh. then went back to tamp, matus house.
she took her mp3 and the warranty cards n stuffs to bring to woodlands to repair it.


and so we went there. but the stupid person told her to go to the Creative Store to repair it since they cant repair it there. GRR.
and so we walk walk around causeway point awhile.
wanted to meet anwar there but he dumbass ler.
went out with family sampai luperkan org kesayangan dier ini kan.
sombong. hehe.
kidding honey(:
anyway, bought a pressie for my kiddie bro, Nazrul and wrapped it up.
see im such a good SISTER ok. heh.


then we took mrt went jurong east. took 143 and reached to Creative there.
the place is like super cool la sey. but abit ulu. after that, her mp3 had to be retained for some repairment. and so we walk back to the stop again. we were deciding wether to take 143 to go toa payoh and took 28 to tamp. or another choice, take 197 go bedok and took 28 from there. and finally, me pandai sangat, suggest we took 143. damn. its super long.


me and her were freezing and ready to pee anytime right after it reached to toa payoh. hah. after that bought a light dinner at ock then we took 28. and guess what, from jurong to my place, 7.00pm to 10.15pm. it took like 3 freaking hours to reached back. ishh. how tired.
my pantats were like so squashed with the cushion i guess. hah.


and went back home quickly give the pressie to my bro.
he seem to like it and keep saying "thank you kakak !" so many times. haha.
" you're welcome, Nazrul. & i love you so much darling."
and we ended up playing that spiderman toy together. heh.
sweet kan sweet kan !


hatimu milikku, untuk abadi.
percayalah sayang. Saturday, June 02, 200712:41 am ok, firstly, its the 2nd June.
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MIN.
enjoy your kompang playing many many.
& enjoy working tml. ((: Friday, June 01, 20071:11 pm

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

am i right, to those people i haved loved before ?

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

romantic kisser, hmmm. (= 12:23 am ok, Lala is like mad at me right now cus i didnt tegur her at msn.
dot-ness.
& so today, slacked at home till evening.
went out and meet huda & yan ard 8pm and pass the resignation letter to my company.
finally.
ive quitted cartel.
and im back to square one again, with deli.
another dot-ness.
after that went to meet nisha at afgan.
bough ciggs and had our dinner there.
then we sat by the park and talk about stuffs.
its been so long ive met her and we finally catch up with news.
camwhoring and yucks.
my face is like super ugly can.
triple dot-ness.
and so, reached back home ard 12+.
and i just online-ed.


ohh yea. ydae i went to angel's chalet.
its just a small gathering for the closed ones.
me, syaza, rach, kifa, sky, nisha, dy, paul, ida came.
she just had her operation.
she's ok right now. dont worry.
but yes, she's still so stubborn and wanna go jalan2. -.-
but all of us didnt overnight there cus she needed to rest.
ok, eat ur meds angel.
take care ppl.


thanks for the memories.