♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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♥
have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Monday, July 30, 20077:57 pm very suay laa today!
ish. i left my thumbdrive at comp class.
and hopefully i wont lost it tml, or it will be the 2nd time im losing my thumbdrive.
*dreads*
but, but, there is a good thing (:
i FINALLY PASSED MY ACCOUNTS YO!
woohooo!

okok, im tired.
to dy : OIE! ARE YOU GONNA DATE ME OUT LATER AT 8pm ANOT?!

&& IM HAVING ULCER IN MY MOUTH.
think im getting fever sooooooooon.
-.-" 12:46 am f*ck her mann.
who the hell does she thing she is?
for some reasons i dont know why, she has totally changed.
and being super snobbish.
well, fuck you la, AISHAH.
i dont even need a friend like you either.
&& in fact if you dont realise it,
ppls in sch hate you.
you're just some attention seeker wearing those short skirts and shorts.
urghh pls.
and the way you talk is like super loud.
as if you want everyone to listen to your talkings.
stop being so snobbish la.
kau baru masok skola da nak step konon.
urhh, and my friends are right about her.
she is a total BITCH. Sunday, July 29, 200711:37 pm All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right.


im lying here in the dark, watching you sleep, it hurts alot. Saturday, July 28, 20073:09 pm ive just received a bad news ydae.
zailan had met up with a motor accident.
yeahh, he was speeding i guess.
but luckily he's already at home now.
get well soon alrights buddie.
takecare yo. [=

another bad news for me.
my most fav manager, Hasni had already resigned.
damn. she is the one manager whom i totally in love with. HAHA!
sheesh, why couldnt it was THAT BITCH whos leaving. -.-
anyway, all the best for her too. [=

&& so, today worked with ridzwan and sedah.
urghh.
wan was super mad laaa.
i think i can die non-stop watching him,
with his legs getting cramped,
he 'layan-ing' female customers,
and he keep bullying me eg. pushing, leaning on me, surprising me from nowhere. -.-
PSYCHOTIC FREAK! HAHA.
but sedah, urghh pls.
i think im abit satisfied by being sacarstic towards her and seeing wan quarrelling with her.
*revenge is sweeeeeeeeeet* muahhahaa.
and after that, went back hm with haikal, sedah and another guy.
omg, omg. now i really knew who haikal is.
sheesh*
too bad he isnt straight or i think im gonna flirt around with him. HAH!


When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you Thursday, July 26, 200711:36 pm of all times,
i had to bumped into green goblin today.
when im at my WORST STATE.
w/o eyeline, makeups. oh goshh.

he says i look so worried and panicky.
of course i am, dude. heh.
worried much about test.
&& you look especially FINE for me. (:

anyway, it was a pleasant thing to bump into you.
start off well for my day. [:



i think i could like you
i already do.
feelings can grow but
they can go away too. 12:08 am and so, im having test tml.
wish me lucky luck babe!

my feeling is slowly gaining around,
forgotten feelings i have found,
back there in your arms. (: Wednesday, July 25, 200710:02 am oh hello people.
guess what?
rita, said, fedz & me had to be a so called 'model' for national day.
yeah, we had just make a fool out of ourselves by saying "happy birthday singapore!" in front of a sch video cam and it will be shown on national day in our sch forum.
thanks to ms Wong! GRRRR!
anyway, anyway, ydae was a super bad day.
dont ask me why.
sheesh.


hold me baby,
drive me crazy,
touch me all night long.

make me love you,
kiss and hold you,
touch me all night long. Sunday, July 22, 200712:55 am 22 July 2006.
It has been a year exactly.
The day when you started to welcome me to be part of your life but everything ended so fast.
Im still cherishing every single moments i had till now.
Because up till now, you're one of the rare who leaves footsteps in my life.
And if could have one wish, i would always wish to turn back time and be together again with you.
I dont know if you do still rmb this date, but i still do.
And wishing you
Happy 1year anniversary, An.
ISLU.
♥Hearts; Nurul Saturday, July 21, 200712:19 pm ydae was a superb bad bad day.
thanks huda & ridzwan for being there for me. heh!
i soo maluu to cry in public. sheesh!


&& before work, went to meet zad.
we make out and did some stuffs that shouldnt have been done.
omg. omg. omg.
i hope it wont happen again. Thursday, July 19, 200710:08 pm she stepped into the class.
she saw that person, at the opposite class.
she stopped.
her heart beats faster & faster.
she took out her phone, and text that person.
that person turn behind, looked at her, and smiled at her.
for a few moments, she stopped breathing.
and smile back at that person.
she knew who that person is, the person she has been loving for past a year, her lover.♥

aku yang lemah tanpamu,
aku yang rentan karena,
cinta yang telah hilang darimu yang mampu menyanjungku.

selam mata terbuka,
sampai jantung tak berdetak.
selama itupun aku mampu untuk mengenangmu. Wednesday, July 18, 20075:43 am its 5.40am in the morning.
&& im watching a webcam of a friend of mine in UK, which her name is Nikki.
and she's showing me stuffs. heh!
omg, she's turning me on laa.
how i wish im right at there in manchester city, UK, being right next to her.
but i guess i would have make out with her by then. LOL!

and so today went to sch, get my result for CA2.
and i failed my costing 18%. -.-
then meet up with lina& matus.
went to watch harry potter.
and i did agree with the others, it is BORING.
then meet up with my family.
went to ate at swensons airport.
i love icecream *yumss*
reached back home at 10pm.
and after checking emails n stuffs, went straight to slp.

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Cause I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do
It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit here anymore Tuesday, July 17, 20071:47 am ok, im super bored. so just doing a survey.=)

7 Random Facts About Me:
*im a joker in the grp.
*im super shy when it comes to talking to that someone i like.
*i tried not to cry when i have a prob.
*i wanna stay single for my whole teenage years and enjoy those moments.
*im nver close to any of my family members.
*im always either outside hanging out or working.
*im out of love.

7 Weird Things About Me:
*when i sleep early at night, i will be waking up somewhere at 2 or3am.
*i can stare at the four walls and just do nothing throughout the whole night.
*i like to drink coconut almost everyday.
*i have a fetish of like people who look like my previous lover.
*i like to put syrup into my ice lemon tea.
*i once ate almost 10 'biji' durians in a GO.
*i get hyper up but yet never even show it in front of any of my lovers.
*i cant seem to do anything right when the person i like is in front of me.

7 Things That Scares Me:
*lizards
*flying roaches.
*frogs. *croaks*
*menses.
*when im back hm late.
*ghost
*starting a new job.

7 Songs At The Moment:
*Hapus aku-nidji
*keep your hands off my girl-good charlotte
*wind it up.
*last night-p. diddy
*wait for you-elliot yamin
*because of you-neyo
*what ive done-linkin park.

7 things i like:
*hp
*money
*surprises
*friends
*pink
*peace
*clubbing

7 Bad Habits:
*not controlling my diet
*smoke
*drink
*lazy to study
*rebellious
*workaholic
*always spendingg

7victims:
*syaza
*huda
*angel
*dy
*hafsah
*fina
*said

DONE!


buang semua puisi antara kita berdua.
kau bunuh dia sesuatu yang kusebut cinta.
yakinkan aku Tuhan dia bukan milikku.
biarkan waktu, waktu hapus aku... Monday, July 16, 20073:47 am im having my menses cramp again and its 4am in the morning now.
and since i have got nothing to do, im gonna blog again.
weee. working was super fun laa.
besides some ppl being my mak& bapak tiri,
i like, i like. heh!
today, went out with dy and syaza & nadirah.
accompanied Dy rebonded her hair.
ahaha. she looks like gayboy yo!
but it suits her laa. 8)
and after that 2 bloody hours of waiting, we finally get to ate dinner after that.
angel came and all of us had an "indian" dinner. hehe.
after that, we suddenly came up with an idea of some international country for each of us.
China, Indo, Msia & Thai.
Guess yourself who is who! ahah!

then then walked to TM just to go acc Dy deposit some money there and pay bills.
Dy bought famous amos! yay*
and i kept saying that double choc chip is black black because its burnt. wahahah!
chill there for awhile then we went and took bus 21.
and Dy was like being the centre of attention inside the bus laa.
ahaha. silly.
and then off we went to our separate stops.


oh! i love my INTERNATIONAL FRIENDS alot. =D <33

quarreled with my parents again, about sch.
my tcher called my hs saying i didnt come sch for 3days. wtf!
and so, today i had to be good and come at 8am.
-.-


omg omg!
rahm still surprises me up till now.
&& im still in a dilemma wether i should go chalet & ton with him and his grps of guyfrens there.
how?


Never again will i hear you.
Never again will i miss you.
Never again will i fall to you.
Never....

Does it hurt
to know i'll never be there
bet it sucks
to see my face everywhere.
it was you who choose to end it like you did.
i was the last to know. Friday, July 13, 20078:02 am im back again at home after a butch hunt at Zouk.
went there with Syaza, Nisha & afew other bunch of soccermates.
Nthg much happen except the highlight of butch hunt.
Akira is SO HOT! *dengs*
Shorty is SUPER CUTE! *jeng*
&& Sean is TOTAL COOLNESS! *melts*

sean won the butch competition. of course, she's super talented laa.
& i love her tattoos. OMG.
ok, enough of that. heh!
anyway, saw some super hot butches there; Yaya, Az & the macd airport mgr.
after that, all of us went to had supper.
then we went took cabbed to our separate places.
sleepover-ed to syaza's hs till 7.
&& now i just got back home.
and i think my eyes had enough of too many 'eye-washing', heh! Monday, July 09, 200711:48 pm bumped into An today at tamp.
i miss that hotstuff many many. <33
(((= 1:28 am its been super duper long since i blogg.
been very very very busy lately.
i currently having 3 job so SUDDENLY.
and i have to deal with each of them.
working like non-stop for the whole weeks.
even at my religious class, i was halfway dozing off.
even right now, i just finish working.
well, ok. here are my 3 jobs.
-delifrance
-pacific coffee
-toysRus.
im gonna resigned frm deli.
working at toysRus for a 2day event job only.
& so, i hope i will be a permanent part timer in pacific coffee.
i like the ppl there.
even though they are kinda straightforward abt stuffs, but still they make me laugh and always make me forget other stuff inside my mind. hehe.
&& just now, me, as a new worker was working with only another colleague during a freaky busy sunday weekend.
& believe it? we made it! ahaha.
after serving customers, dining then wash the dishes.
ydae was also super busy, but lucky there's 3 staffs.
ishh. i think i beginning to like the smell of coffee. aha.
but pls, nono, i will NEVER DRINK IT.
heh.
ok, its 1.35am. im seriously tired.
work and work and work.
it really tires me out.
like i have no life like that.
& now, its time for me to turn in.
and wake up early in the morn to go to sch. (=
goodnight readers. Friday, July 06, 20072:14 am Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold,
my life just hasn't been the same.
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go,
I just broke down.

Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice,
cause the feeling that I feel within,
no other man would ever make me feel so right.
It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night,
but I'd rather have you here
with me right next to me,
I miss the way you hold me tight.

I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch.
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much.
I gotta let you know, I think that we are destiny.
For you, I'd cross the world.
For you, I'd do anything.

Thats right baby, Im going crazy, I need to be your lady.
I've been thinking lately, that you and me, yes, we could make it.
it just ride with me, and role with me, I'm in love with you baby.


Break it down now, I'll tell you what I feel from the moment that I meet you it was so damn real,
my heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak, can't believe I feel so weak.
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me and you love me I'm your lady.
I'll be around waiting for you, put it down, be the woman for you.
I'm fallen so deep for you, I'm crazy over you.
I'm callin', callin' out to you what am I gonna do it's true, I'm not frontin,
It's you and the weather I could no longer go on without you, I'll just break down.


<33 I MISS HER.