♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Sunday, September 24, 20061:15 am hmm. yay. i felt so relieved. me & an now are completely friends. yah. i have no feelings for her anymore. i guess now we're completely comfortable with each other. (:

i miss khidhir. damn. if only i was given another chance, i should have not let go of him again. now he's happily attached with another girl. i forget her name. should be maisarah i think.
okay, i noe its bad for me to think of getting him back. even an say so. ishk. so i will try my very best to control my feelings for him.

suddenly everything seems just like the past memories. memories of me & him together before.

if our r/s stil exist, i guess we will be celebrating our aniversary on 12th Oct. ): Thursday, September 21, 200612:50 am
saifud took this pic.   12:41 am im not missing you
im not going through the motions
waiting and hoping you call me

you might have had me open
but i must be going because
i got life to do

i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see you gone
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing you 12:23 am uh. okay. just came back from lepaking outside. went out with syaza, had, farah, saifud and su today. first time me meeting su. (: went dental with syaza today at outram. then meet had. walk walk for awhile then meet up with saifud. then su came. and finally langee came. slack and chilled at starbucks for awhile. then we ate at sakura's. throughout our dinner, saifud was like talking so much.. including blue's clues.. yo momma.. and how his mom gave birth to him. haa. after dinner, walk walk ard cityhall. had and su like drunken ppl. we sat at esplanade smoke for awhile. then we walk again near to the merlion. chilled at there until 10+. we talked abt our private lives. our past. and all sorts of stuff. oh and saifud name our group name "SHIM". because we're she and he. since most of us are crooked. sheesh. erm. yeaa. so thats all. i wanna meet them again. so funn. (: Tuesday, September 19, 200611:47 pm
that devil-licious boys. matiin & syukur (:  11:46 pm
.  11:34 pm to shikin: hope you're doing fine now. anything just come and find me k sweetie (:

okayy. worked today. 12-8pm. had came down. then dyra. with that MAT customer whom disturbed me and huda last time. what a small world! hehs.
work with the aunties + kakak in the day. ard evening then work with siti, huda, and faisal. ohh yeaa. since i was using syukur's Ngage phone.. i just godeh2 inside that phone. found out that he dl some porn movie inside. muahhaha. show it to my colleagues including my mgr. and he even bluetooth it to his own phone. -.-"
all of then were like so curious to see those dirty movies except me (: hehs.

then went back ard 8.45. meet syukur, matiin, and yan at afghan. chill out with them for awhile then they went jamming while i went back home. syukur and me exchange phone back. he was suddenly in love with my phone and thought of buying it too. yay. we can have the same phone. so thats all for today.

i suddenly felt some sort of attraction towards matiin. (: ohh. yes. he's hot btw. Monday, September 18, 20061:23 am ok. abt today. so many things happen in one day. yeaa. firstly.. went out to meet syaza and farah n dyra. they getting their hair cut. syaza now looks like a twin towards farah. muahahha.then went to woodlands. ride the mrt with farah until she drop down at bishan. i promised her im coming later after meet an.

uhh. yea. one funy thing happens.i took the wrong bus. yes. i took the 911 at another st instead of the right one. and there i go. all the way through woodlands checkpoint and passing by again woodlands int. and finally... i terlajak again. hmmph. i went down at the 3rd stop instead of the 2nd one. (its raining and so dark, so how am i supposed to know right?) then i had to walk all the way t 2nd stop and saw an sitting down there. went to a nearby block. gave my presents then. sit there and just watching her opening the presents like a curious hammie makes me happy (:

sit there until syaza called. she so pissed off that im late to meet her. alaa. syaza.. im always with you right. dont be jeles laa. hahaa.
so an sent me back to the bus stop. at 1st i was paranoid and scared oredi that i will get lost. but with her assurance, im okayy then.
took mrt all the way to bishan again. meet up with saifud, syaza, farah. farah was working. syaza and saifud smoking. -.-"
its been a long time since i nvr meet saifud again. so funn meeting him back. nyeahhaha.

then went back kallang. meet up with yasir, syukur and matin. yasir was like so fucking horny bastard laa. he's forever liddat anyway. exchange my phone for a day with syukur. damn. i dunnoe how to use his Ngage phone.
meeting him again tml.

came back at 11+. mom was upset and angry. uhh. at least i reached home early. duhh. Sunday, September 17, 200612:56 pm i hate you ok. stop being a hypocrite towards me.
in front of me, you're so sweet and nice.
but behind me, you're the one who makes our friendship rotten.
everyone knows your true colour.
but only you dont realised that.
if you do, i guess you will act so dramatic.
crying your heart out.
i tried so hard to be patient to you.
to be nice back to you.
i thought you can change to be a better person in the future.
but i was wrong.
totally wrong.
you will never change.
im sick and tired of you.
if you really dont like me.
just tell me straight to me.
im not like you. hates to be confronted. or told.
but at least i know my mistakes.
im sorry if i ever done sins towards you.
haiz. i know now things will never be the same again.
good bye my "friend".


im going drinking tonight with syukur and matin.
HAPPY-NESS.
dun worry.
those boys are ppl i trust.
they will take good care of me. (: 12:10 pm ok. its been a very busy week for me till i cant even go online. weee. im back together again with my zombie partner. yay-ness. pls pls anwar. dun ever make me get mad at you again k. and dun ever leave me anymore (:

you tooked my hand and showed me how.
you promised me you'll be around..
i took your words and i believed.
in everything you said to me..

that last kiss.. i will cherish till we meet again..

i miss you. my darling. who knew. Thursday, September 14, 200612:11 am HAPPY BIRTHDAY AN !

yaa. you're now 17. but still, im older than you. muahahha. (:
all the best in your life kay.
muacks ! Wednesday, September 13, 200612:18 am
lick it fiza. yummy.   12:11 am this is one of the pics we took at the beach (:fiza and me (:  Tuesday, September 12, 20064:34 pm When you first left me
I was wanting more
But you were fucking that girl next door,
what ya do that for

When you first left me
I didn't know what to say
I never been on my own that way,
just sat by myself all day

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone

Whenever you see me
you say that you want me back
And I tell you it don't mean jack,
no it don't mean jack
I couldn't stop laughing,
no I just could help myself
See you messed up my mental health
I was quite unwell

I was so lost back then
But with a little help from my friends
I found a light in the tunnel at the end
Now you're calling me up on the phone
So you can have a little whine and a moan
And it's only because you're feeling alone
At first when I see you cry,
yeah it makes me smile,
yeah it makes my smile
At worst I feel bad for a while,
but then I just smile I go ahead and smile
lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala 2:09 pm currently at syaza hs. she bathing right now. -.- " 12:57 am grr. i lost my memory card. sheesh. so finally get rid of that dumb bfd - the killer paper. yay-ness. went to pasir ris beach after sch. play play with water then find some seashells create someth to it (=

oh yeah. one funny thing happens. i was standing on this lumpy sand when suddenly i felt something touching my feet. first i thot it was nothing, maybe just the sandbut then it began to pinch and tickled me. i looked downward and i was like "OMG" and started jumping around like a fool. fiza was actually surprise but then she started laughing when we saw that it was a CRAB ! that silly crab. so fierce to me. cannot be gentle abit huh. hmph. then we went to other places for awhile. some mly "miang" uncles saw us and shouted " dik, carik ketam dik ?" and we're were just laughing and went ahead doing our own biz. then we went back to the place where we saw the silly crab. it was still stoning there looking directly at the sea. how cute !

fiza started throwing some sand at it. t only move slightly to the left then to the right. then we both started throwing sands at it and it move straight to us as if it wanna attacked us ! but then it divert itself and went to the sea. pheww.. haha. that crabby was soo cute. how i wish i could have took it home. haha. oh yahh. then we saw a dead eel. at first i thot it was a squid with only its one arm left bobbing up. but then, as we looked carefully, it was a dead eel. and its soo disugusting. sheesh. went back to ws at ard 3+. cant believe me n fiza had became dark after only 2-3 hours soaking under the hot sun. hmph.

we slack at delif. fiza helped me abit and suggest on how to create this certain thingy (=
then she left back home. nor went break and i acc her. sit there until 9 liddat then i went to meet my parents at tamp the pasar bulat to have dinner with them. and finally just came back home.

-sleepy . zZz. Friday, September 08, 20061:08 am urm. about today. woke up at 7. msg fiza n fina wether they coming sch anot. then dey only reply me at 8 saying they come sch at 10. so i thot to myself. "hmm.. i still have lots more time to sleep. hehe. " and thats how i ended being overslept again. have been skipping sch alot of times oredi. damn. quarreled w my dad abt my idiot slipper. then he was like "fuck man. kau dar melampau. kena tegur sikit je dar mcm ape" wth sia. he still not happy with me and refuse to let me go out to study. but who cares about him.

i secretly went out to meet syaza at payar lebar. ate at arnold's till we're really full until syaza slept all the way in the bus on the way to tamp. hmmph. then walk walk. and decide to bought someth for An's gift. i took alot of time to make up my mind. then thot of meeting an at inter but since she went away already so okayy then. (:
went to pasir ris. syaza went to meet dyra so i went back to deli and 'study' there. but instead i was just 10% studying the rest of the 90% was entertaining my other colleagues during their break. shaddiq tried to teach me accting but he himself forgett. hahaa. then after shaddiq's break was Is's. talk crappy stuffs with him also. then after that finally was huda n kartini. huda bought me a sushi (:. hee. then huda went back to work while shaddiq and kartini sit beside me and we're just talking crapps. haha. i cant believe im just so dumb. this is what happen while we're talking abt porn thingy.

kartini: aku cumer pernah tgk hamster nyer porn
shaddiq: kau tgk hamster buat ngan saper? laki ?
me: (being very blurry) huh ?? hamster buat ngan laki ?? mcam maner seyy ? kan leh burst lobang hamster tu !
and suddenly both of them started laughing at me.

shaddiq: kau ni slenger ah nurul. aku baru je create cerita beh ko percaye.

and then i realised that. hahhas. damn. then we started talking abt what if whale made sex with hamster. and i said the hamster will go inside the whale's penis. nyeahhahha. funny sia. we just cant stop laughing that time until i nearly wanna vomit. and i told shaddiq if i ever vomitted, i will made him responsible of me. idiot him. hehs. and he purposely ignored me and kept on making me laugh out loud by imitating one of our manager's laughter which sound like ppl having asthma. then kartini has to got back to work except for shaddiq since he finished at 8. and he's sooo ungentleman. kept bullying me by pinning down my hand. sheeshh. he finally gave up after a few beggings and pleading. not fair not fair. and we wrote some stuffs in my foolscap saying shaddiq slenger. and he also saying me slenger. all stupid n silly n lame stuffs laa. i still wann beat him someday. haa. then went back home. b4 dat errr.. certain things happen. nvm la.

on the way hm, my dad called me. and scold me on the phone. msg huda but she reply me only until i went back home -.- haa.

when i reached hm, my dad was scolding me. and he say one more time i ever came back late, he will smash my head at the wall. and he nearly beat me up with a broomstick. but i just stared back at him. he was frustrated and just pushed me away. wth. i can just fuck care him laa. hais. so.. yeaa thats all for today.