♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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♥
have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Wednesday, April 30, 200812:51 pm


anyway, my best dude chopped off his hair already.
thats his intention aft passing 2b.
da takleh main2 ngn rambot dier lagik.
-_______-



lain kali potong J.I ah.
da jadi abg2 fierce bawak YBR.
ehehehe. :D



suay suay suay.
bad lucks each time. Thursday, April 24, 20084:34 pm

i know, only idiots do what i did during my TP.
sudah ah.
aku benci, aku benci! Wednesday, April 23, 200811:10 pm stomachs having butterflies,
heart beat thumping hard,
legs shaking furiously,
sweating like hell.

aku takot la.
k bye 12:49 am
gayboy baru naik.


ju-on tk menjadi.






i love messy-ing his hair!








muker.. SAPP




for today, went out with the boyfriends during the whole day till evening.
at first we intend to lepak only but ended up going ktv. HAH!
so this is the few pics i can upload
as blogger is being a fuckercheebyeee right now


so after that, went to have dinner with my family.
oh yes, my little brother's birthday is tomorrow.
si manje tuu.
ok, Happy 9th birthday darlingg! :D



and as for that work prob.
i dont know why it has to crop up like now.
few days before my TP!
it really changing my mood currently.

i just dont feel like talking to anyone.
and for fuck sake, i dont bother much abt TP now.
fuck la.
fail pn fail la eh.
nak buat ape.

bodoh!

ok, im starting to get into my cranky moods back.
-_______________- Sunday, April 20, 200811:52 pm







had a gathering session with girlfriends on the evening.
gym-ing, dinner then lepaks.
huda make me disturbed some people abt my new no.
and ader binget seh. heh.
main-main la syg =]





budak ni prasann cuuute tau.
she camwhore in my camera for like 2947355873589 times,
but im too lazy to upload all cus my comp will get the virus. HAHA!! Friday, April 18, 20087:22 pm

firstly, Happy Birthday Mom :DD
though im always busy with work & stuffs,
i will never ever forget that your birthday is today.
sweet kan anak dier? HEHE.

secondly, ____________ is already intervwed by my mgr, Louis.
i cant wait for him to start work together with me.
He's soo gonna be with my 24/7 everyday.
and i dont care wether im gonna be called possesive or whatever.
i just like him like ALOT ok!
and he dont seem to mind if he gets to work with me like every other day too :D

ok, dearest____________,
i know you'll be so kembang & honored once u read this
kan kan kan? HEHE:D

HAHA. omg. im so over the moon.
happy npk! happy npk!

so thats 2 good & happy news for me.
ok, im going off now, to celebrate mom's birthday.

Labels: happy happy

1:56 am i seriously think theres a silent war between me & some girls at my work place.
they fooled around, got scolded & complained,
and now one of them is creating nuisance by not coming to work.
and guess what?
me & aswan had to stay on from 11pm to 4+pm the next day just to cover up her stupid shift.
and im having work at 11pm the next night too!

does she think she's the only one who's been tired when she herself has only just started work?
well, i haven been getting any off days for the past 1week+
who's more tired than who?

serious shit, im so fucked up.
i wont be surprised if she & her fren will be terminated,
and i wont even bother to stood up for her like i did before.
its no use for me to stood up for her,
im the one getting the blame in the end.
fuckerrrr.
and what did she do to help?
just gone MIA-ing
thankss ehh!

thats one the reason why i just cant get along with all these girly girls.
and i rather be friends with guys whos a gay than a bitch.
at least those guys can be straightforward to me when they dislikes something
unlike these girls.

sheesh!


i can be nice to you, but if you did these stupid dumb stuffs,
i swear i wont ever trust you again.


no matter how angry i am,
i cant wait to meet ____________ tmr evening!
sungguh excited!!

Labels: angry Nurul.

Wednesday, April 16, 20088:03 pm im tired.
i dont even have time to go out and meet __________
since like 3days ago.

snd im sorry, for controlling and making decision for you each time.
too dominating, yes i am.
i never had any intention to control you.
i thought its for your own good.
get back to me soon.


i miss you, boy. :( Tuesday, April 15, 20088:01 pm anwar told me to watch this video clip.
he& khidhir & friends went for the audition of Anugerah Band.
dalam diam2 anwar tk nak blang seh dier pegi audition.

such a bad boy-friend. HAH.

well, what can i say?
at least they had the guts to go and show some talents! (:

2:49 pm lepaking session after work cause we had no plans after the day.
so here it is.
the silly & crappy pics we took.
K wat! :D













at the end of the day, this is how our face look like.
muke semue tk mandi.

Labels: kite kuat lepak.

Monday, April 14, 20087:15 pm had a superr looong day again.
went out to meet ______ ydae.
walked around tamp till its time for me to go off work.
then went to work.
aswan said that i snored while sleeping.
maybe im just too tired.

after that, went cdc to had my revn with aki & faris & redzuan.
oh & guess what?
i nearly fall during my U-turn
so now, i think im losing confidence in TP.
maybe taking revn too much doesnt helps either.
-.-"


then me& the brotherlurps went ktv-ed.
thanks dudes for releasing those stress & tensions(=
we're crapping and anyhow singing all those songs all the way. hah.
and dear faris, tkmo emo lagik la.
u will find better girl soon ok!


ok. im too lazy to elaborate more.
heres the pics.









Saturday, April 12, 200812:27 am im tired.
i really am.

i get cranky at times even at the slightest thing.
like _________ being so fickle-minded.
and i snapped at him.

even at a poor kitten i stared fiercely
when its following me aft i returned from work daily.

know why?
im not having any off days at work until like next sat.

with my TP coming,
having revision often,
work interviews im going to every morng,
hw am i supposed to like have the time with friends & family,
or even with myself alone?

stupid.

ok.
so for today, i missed my first interview and therefore i went for another intervw at bugis.
i declined their offer as its a dumb post
which im not interested in.


after that,
was walking like a loner until i bumped into Aswan, Izwan & Along,
and i ended up spending the whole day with them until 6pm when i have to go to stupid work cause nobody can replace me.

too bad im unable to meet NJ & Zamir who's already on the way cause of my work.
so sorry i cant spend times with you people.
and yeah, I miss NJ alot.
its been like super duper long since we catch up on life abt missioning & others.
cant wait to meet this coming wed when we gonna have prac together! :D

and as for work, Faz was being irritatingly yet funny at the same time.
i always need to rush off quickly to the toilet
as Faz kept making laugh till like i feel like pee-ing.
-______________-


tomorrow morng having another revision.
then working again with silly Faz.
penat lagik la aku.

dear God,
please give me energy for me to go on at least till like 24th april.
please. Tuesday, April 08, 200811:01 am


see that pundek face?
itu lah brotherlurp gua.
i forget to wish him yesterday,
so here it is,

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, AKI !! :D

rmb when we took our prac together and u fall down during your e-brake.
i can hardly stop myself frm laughing when i think abt it.

lepak at kopitiam
which seems like you're the one talking the whole time and im like practically slping throughout the whole time.

faris & you selit through the theory classes together with me

and we went to pasar malam just to eat lekor
and duduk di tepi longkang.


how romantic.

ok, i hope you will pass your TP this time
together2 with me
then we can bring faris go riding all the way :D


Love you!


ok im being so gay. Friday, April 04, 20087:00 am dad phone me up, asking me hows my results.
& i told him the truth.
he still try being calm and told me, "it okay, we'll discuss about this later."
but that later is not yet to be.

when mom returned home from work last evening,
she scolded me, "my own daughter didnt even tell me that her result are out.
if i hadnt knew it from the other party, i would never knew about it at all."

she even bought me a new Sony Ericsson Hp since im a big fan of SE.
but my ego was just too big for me to accept it.


at first i was mad.
*cursed that aunty who's being such a busybody poking her nose into other people's affair when her daughter herself is not even taking higher nitec.*

then,
i was devastated.
esp when mom made that rude remarks saying, "now, you go planned your own future yourself."

it really hurts alot to hear that from my own mother.
i thought parents are supposed to give me encouragement
but why isnt mine ?
yet, my mom is making it worst.

when i had enough of other hurtful comments she spit out,
i just shouted back at her, telling her its none of her business
and wishing her to go away.
then, i went off the house until now, whereby im at my workplace.


i tried contacting most of my friends.
i knew some are busy,
but cant they even spend a little time to let me confide in them?

dad hadnt had the chance to see me the whole day either.
sigh.


i know.
i feel guilty having to shout all those to her.
i regret not studying hard enough throughout this 2years.
ive been playful and all i cared about is enjoy life.
i am remorse about everything.

Im still confused right now.
i dont know what i should do after this.
im scared of my future.
and now is the time whereby i really need my elderly the most
to let me stood firm on the ground.

tears are swelling up in my eyes whenever i think about this.



I'm So Sorry, dearest Mom&Dad
for bringing you down all these while. Wednesday, April 02, 20089:15 am and fuck.

just when i thought things are going very well for me,
some shits starts to coming out.

i hate work.

i hate my results.

most of all, i hate the facts that i DID TRY HARD, VERY HARD for the final semester

but yet, i still got worse than before.

ITS NOT FAIR. its really not.

i hate everything.

='(
Tuesday, April 01, 20082:26 am


Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Labels: current favourite song

1:41 am hello blogger.
pls tell me i have no eyebags
i have not been getting enough rest lately.

and dear pair of eyes,
pls dont let your dark circles and baggies come out.
pls dont
=(

Saturday.

punat


apek faces.









handsome Samad, hot didi, rita triple punat, said bandan


gorgoues rita & sweet gowri

went to Ambika's Birthday party whom is Amrita's Sis.
had many fun fun there.
and i learned Banghra, Punjabi and other dancing together with the other guys n girls there.
maybe i should soon have an Indian boyfriend. HAH. laugh ah.
the food is delicious and i esp love the mango desert. *yums*

went back just to miss the mrt by few mins, and i had to take bus home.

Sunday

k. so i had like a loooooong day last night.
went madr early in the morn,
had road revn in the aftnn,
gym-ing with Huda in the evening,
last minute work to cover up a colleague
and finally went back home this morng.

its been like more than 24hrs since ive got my beauty sleep.

and of course, i slept like a piggy
which tired&sleepy people wouldnt?

i got awake by __________'s call.
and the person was like asking me "asal suare mcm gitu?"
suare gini sek perr !

and i received like many many missed calls & msges.
awww, you people must have missed me that much,
thats y right !

k lame.

and yeah, had an impromptu meetup for only a while with __________.


overall, im happy cus i get to see his batang hidung.
(=


ok, im like bored.
can someone like entertain me right now?



*gym gym gym, im so in need with you baby!*

Labels: tired but happy