♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Thursday, March 30, 20069:27 pm went out jus now. first went to whitesand to ask the manager when im starting my work. then slackk at the interchange with huda. after that, went to syaza's house. slackk there for awhile. after that ard 4+ we went town to play bowling. play for abt 1 n 1/2hr liddat. went home after that. was currently talking on the phone with my BELOVED IDIOT. haha. suddenly pau called. soo kecoh siaa. she keep asking me to let me hear anwar's voice. soo yeahh. dats all for today. quite a nice day la.. Wednesday, March 29, 200612:57 am hmm find myself a job. so now currently working at delifrance as a csa in whitesand. so yeahh, went training just now. i was like sooo panicky. i swear to god this is the worst thing n the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to me. first, i came late. dun even noe where the hell is the classroom. secondly, after i find, i forgotten to bring a pen! damnit. so i had to borrow from a fren. thirdly, i forgotten to bring my ic and bank book!! arghhh! i feel like crying on the spot sia. but luckily the ppl dere are very nice. the trainer too. and thanks to him he even make a silly joke out of me -.-". after that, i din really pay much attention in class. when he's tryin to ask the ppl qn one by one, i was like soo panicky. luckily he only pick a random of ppl. whoooo. tml havin training again. hope everything will turns out right. =)))) Thursday, March 23, 20061:50 am currently talkin to that zombie partner of mine. he so irritating n crappy. keep talking about sex sex sex. make me fucking high n crazy siaa. suddenly he's so quite right now when im telling him that im talking about him right now.haha. crazy boy la he. Saturday, March 18, 20069:19 pm went back home today from wild wild wet. so tiring but fun la. firstly, wake up in the morning met up with ain. have my breakfast at bedok then we met up with syaza at her house. then we went downtown to meet ain's cousin, aunts, uncles and grandmother. her cousin so cute. especially dat naughty one. HAHA. first, went play at the playground. then me, ain, syaza, and her two cousins play ular-lah. so freaking scarry sia. then we play at the shiok(?) river. was so funny. after hat, tried the tusnami. haha. bully ain to the max. force her to go to the 1.8m pool with us. after that, we played the samsung.. dunno what thingy i forgotten. me and syaza were like shouting like hell sia. its like we fell down vertically. LOL. have a few mins break then play at the playground. do silly things at the slides all that. HAHA. then replay at the ular-la, shiok river and ular-la again. prepared ourselves to be back home. slackk around with ain's cousin n her at the foyer. finally i went back home alone around 8+. ain n her relatives are having dinner. dunwan kacau dem. muaaahaaha Friday, March 17, 20061:52 am came back home around midnight. firstly, went picnic with my cousins and relatives. LOL. at first i dun think i wanna swim, but that sea looks so temptation sia n gave up on it. so there's me, my bro, my cousin, husni all swimming around and playing some crappy games. after that around 3+, get out of that sea and start to change my clothes. play at the playground like some kids with my little cousins then bought some ice creams for them and myself. rest at the beach for awhile then my my older cousin took me to the tanah merah station. meet up with syaza and ain. that AIN is bloody late as usual. make us wait till about 4 mrt pass by oredi. -.-". after that went to cityhall. walk walk around first at there. went eat at makan sutra. i still cant believe it. a single plate of mee goreng cost me 5bucks! wth. eat quickly then rush to the waterfront at the esplanade. see my cousin, Sofia, performing. and hell yeah! she's awesome. i shall always support her all the way =D. after she had finish, we tried to met up with her at the backstage but it seems like she has alot of fans to talk to. HAHA. after that, me, ain, syaza, sofia, and her groupies of frens went have dinner. since we're already full-ed, we went to go in search of some drinks. meet up with them again, my cousin tried to buy us drinks but the shop we went didnt sell any. so she had no choice but to went to her party and leave us. but thats okay. haha. so there we are, inside the 7-11 like someone trying to steal something. we keep looking for the 'perfect' candidate to buy us some drinks. at last found someone. she bought us and we slackk at the esplanade again. oh yahh, on the way we saw ashraf. its been a long time since i last seen him n his groupies. sat at the bench and drank ourselves till retarded. i just realised there's nothing special in that drink aniway. suddenly feel so hot n humid within my body. ask those two idiots to went back hm since its already 11+. so.. while we're on our way to go to cityhall, that syaza and ain is like so drunk laa. stoopid sia. keep pushin me. DOTS. kinda worried for ain since she look like she's not that alert. so accompany her home. and that left me alone and it made me feel a little drunk. bleahh. went back home so late. my parents are already asleep. i feel my head is cracking, like someone is knocking on my head. so fcukin painful now... Friday, March 10, 200610:49 pm went out jus now to matus house with syaza, ain, huda. slackk at there till 8+.. muaahaaahaa. first we watch some songs video and some weird weird things. HAHA. then after that, went to her room and slacked there watch fd2. SCARRRY siaaa. watching halfway then my parents call me up to pick me up from her house. damn. was like feeling so comfortable seyy lying on her bed all that. HAHA. my mom left me at simei cc to pick up my bro after his silat training. saw some eyecandy at there. hmm. =))) . after that went back home at 10+ with my bro only. so dats all for today i guess. 10:57 am ok time to update my blog. went out with syaza, had, pau, n matus. met up with syaza n had first. then we have our lunch at mcdonald while waiting for those 2 to come. found out that final dest3 showing at 5pm. hahaaha. that pau n leila is quarellin with each other about wether to just watch final dest or date movie. then finally we decided to wait till 5 to watch fd. dumb pau -.-''. went to the toilet first. then da pau give me her ''nicely wrapped up'' present. hahahaha. anyway thanks PAU! the chocs are yummy! then we were hanging out in front of the toys r us shop. suddenly that syaza came and hand me a gigantic big wrapped up present siia.. LOL. bull n her ridiculous idea. HAHA. because of her.. i walk all around the mall with my thick-faced draggin that big gigantic present. wahaahaaha. then we went to get some drinks at cold storage n slackk at the level2 toilet in cs. idiot pau. leave us and go follow her sis buy something something. then syaza, matus all want me to open those 2 presents. i opened pau's present first n gave some to the rest. then i took the risk to open that gigantic present. haha. found out that it was a soccer, bball, all ball to play with. and its more likely for my bro rather than me. HAHA. after pau came back we went up to take some neoprints. haiyah. that leila is always disappearing siaa. haha. after that pics, pau went back home and we went in to the theatre. n yeahh. the movie is very frigtening siaa.. den we went to ntuc at tm. the bull keep on kicking my gigantic present which i have been draggin it since FOREVER. then i scared her and told her that we might become like fd. get kill in the ntuc. HAHAHA. after that, leila went back home. syaza n had accompany me to wait for my mom to come n fetch me home since im carrying that gigantic present. then at home, was cooking some maggie mee, syaza ask me to go out n meet her at the staircase at my block. haiyah. pity me. have to carry those mee all the way to the staircase to meet her. hahaha. then after eating i had nothing to do, called up anwar and ask him wether he knew dis certain no... and he says its khidhir. dumb khidhir. why is he trying to bastard me seyy. haiz. what does he really wan? im so fed up ydae. n i was like talking bunch of craps to anwar. haha. i hope he dont take it seriously. after talkin to him, was so tired i sleep without any dreams. but when i wake up today, cant help but hoping khidhir would msg me again... Wednesday, March 08, 20069:46 am went out ydae. the first time in my life i ever felt soo happy, carefree, relieved, n enjoy those times.yeahh. ever since this few months, i have always been so lonely, sad n heartbroken but suddenly on my special night, i was very happy. khidhir, no matter where you are, i will always love you more than ever. i knew now we cant be together. you have gone to your own path and i had gone to mine. but still, i needed you always. i can never forget you. your face, voice, sweet heavy sound of you when you're sleeping. i miss everything about you. but still i know now that life should go on without you. thats why i want you to know im still waiting for you. my love for you is so great i can never ever love another person as much as you. Friday, March 03, 200611:03 am i get ite college east at simei. and guess whats the course? ACCOUNTING. even my mom doubt that i can do well in that course. HAHA. nvm nvm. hmm.. i should be grateful at least i have a course. hehe. rather than going all the way to clementi or bishan there right? so yah. kinda satisfied with my sch. and if im lucky enough, maybe tp, sp, or rp will take me in april. haha.dream onnn laa nurull..... Wednesday, March 01, 200610:52 pm tiring tiring tiring night
was online the whole afternoon till 2pm
then went out to meet syaza and hadisti
hmm first time i was meeting her and talking to her
but yet we seem fine with each other
haha kinda click off
she's friendly, cute, playful and funny la
and such a comedian even in front of the public
then after applying for the job at fish n co. we went to ps walk walk around there and have our lunch
after doing some window shopping and making some stupid cooment about everything we went and take neoprints
dat bloody machine!i feel like killing it!
go and print out the same pics over n over again and a plain black pic seyyy! grr! muaahaaaha
aniway, after that we went to bugis and go window shopping again at bugis street while accompanying hadisti to wait for her bf
then she met up with her bf and me and syaza just continue with out readin at the bookstore
after tired of reading, both of us went walk walk around bugis again then we went to national library
haha since dat was the first time i ever stepped into that place i was like way way surprised that i was very big
we played with the lift going from level1 to level 14 over n over again. waahaaha
when we first began to ride it, i was like feeling ever so dizzy and scared
it felt like we're in a roller coaster goin up and down
muaahaaa. i guess the people who notice we didnt get out of the lift might be thinking we're crazy.
then, both of us headed back to mrt. dat syaza suddenly wanted to have dinner at arnold's so we went to city plaza
while we're dining, we discuss and talk about lesbianism, gays and islamic stuff. haha. i kept on looking at that cute waiter who served us. den after we pay the bills, those waiters including THAT CUTE ONE says bye to us!! :D
heard those guys saying like ''bye, take care, selamat malam, and even sayang'' haha. oh yah, i was so bloody paisey. there's a chilli sauce's dot on my white tee sey. and i guess that cute guy must have seen it and think im a clumsy eater sia. then both of us went back home taking mrt and stil continue to talk about dos stuffs.
haiz. im so relieved my parents haven came back yet or i will have to ans them as why i din went netball instead hang around outside till 11pm. muaahaahaa lucky me :)))

ps. will i ever see that CUTE waiter again? ;)
11:30 am my love for you <3
i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
i wish you knew how much i love you...

no words can express
my love for you