♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Tuesday, February 28, 20065:34 pm somehow..
my mind and heart isnt together again
i love him
yet i hate him
mind is going around like a whirlpool
i dun even know if i should choose my brain or jus foolow my heart
haiz.

i still want you by my side
just to help me dry the tears that i've cried



i love you
i have loved you all along
i forgive you
for being away for far too long
so keep breathing cos im not leaving you anymore
believe me
hold on to me and never let me go Monday, February 27, 200612:07 am another boring night. online again and suddenly.. this hacker who always been hacking into ashraf's account came chatting up to me again. and this time, i was like scolding him like hell.. i kept saying he's fake and is only trying to fool me.. well.. i had a feeling its kinda true.. anyway, he ask me out for a movie and i rejected him. HAH. i still had some feelings he's fakey. hmm.. poor ashraf.. his account kena hacked and he still doesnt know.. haiz.. poor little buddha.. haha.. Sunday, February 26, 20063:09 pm
=))))  3:08 pm
=)))  3:01 pm blahh blahh blahh.. dat stoopid pau is chatting with me and matus about dat idiot elephant butt!! plsss laaa PAU!!! he's not even HOT. not inside that category arrrhh...

haaha.. today sooo bored...
slackkk at home all day..
i dun even noe what to do sey...
arghhhhh...
dying soon..
thinking of dat khidhir...
-end- 2:59 pm
soo cooooollll... ahaha  2:57 pm
ain, huda, syaza, me and sharifah  2:55 pm
i just love dis pic. haha  Saturday, February 25, 20063:21 pm yippeeeee!!! my team won first in the inter-house.. haha
we play against changkat changi sec( my previous sch) and changi hosp staff.. haha.. da second goes to changi hosp staff.. and also.. i won a consolation prize in da lucky draw .. haha.. get another extra $10 more voucher..
after that.. had a lunch buffet.. while eating.. i suddenly felt too tired to chew all those foods. LOL. it suddenly seems like a chore sey. after dat.. me, fadzillah, paula, and multas( i think dats how it was spelt) went walk walk at ep for awhile... den while walking home.. OMG.... i suddenly fall sia.. takda angin takder ribut tiber tiber jatuh sey..haaha
bloody paisehhh.. lucky deres only a lady and a small kid saw me fell. so paiseyyyy..!!! after dat heard someone shouting my name.. was surprised to see it was amanda.. walk walk walk with her.. den we split our own ways to get back home... now so so so freakking tired. think im gonna fell asleep anytime soon. Friday, February 24, 20063:45 pm i dunno why.. last night was the first night i never had any dreams about khidhir. hmm.. is my love fading away? and i dun even know how am i to face him again if i bumped into him someday. its just too freaking paiseh to think. haha. but i miss him alot. i dunno la. so confused with my feelings right now. i am very happy when pau told me he still kept my letters everything. but suddenly all that doesnt mean a thing to me. i dun even know if i still love him or not. haiz. aniway, if my feelings for him had really faded away, no matter what, i still wont forget him. he's my real first love. and i shall always care for him. i miss you, khidhir.