♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Monday, May 29, 200611:34 pm today is a bad luck day. but i hope its not gonna spoilt my day for tml. here is it. i rushed quickly to airport ydae cus pau just told me that they'll be going off this evening. and i quickly went dere to meet her and also khidhir. bought some sweet stuff for them. make frens with pau's bmc frens. then, khidhir was in front of me. i tapped him from behind. say hello to him. guess what ? he just look at me, then turned back and continue with his own doings. okay. i just dun think too much about it. we din even talk with other all the way. then he and pau are soon departing, followed them. again, when im going off, i tapped him again and say bye. he does the same thing again! look at me and continue back with his work. fcuk la. i felt so betrayed by him. he had this hatred, cold look in his eyes. and i just walk away quickly and went back home.

i should have just went straight back home jus now. i even left my own bike at sch till tml just because i wanted to meet you. and im currently having fever since ydae. yet u dun seem to appreciate me. its okay. i understand if u hate me because of the past. but i thot we had oredi forgive and forget ? why are u killing my heart again and again ? i felt so betrayed by you. im so hurt by you. never will i ever talk to you anymore. i wont contact you anymore. i have oredi deleted your no. hope you have a fun holidays at brisbane. and i wish u a happy life onwards. dun worry. i wont be there for you anymore. i wil really let go of you from now on. i hate you. forget whatever happens between us. you and i have nothing else more to do with each other. everything is gone.

huda is right. i should have moved on long long time ago. but yet im still sticking and clinging on to him. now he had completely ruined me. but im still staying strong. i will never let anyone walk over my life. god. help me pls. -crying- pls help me. i needed someone else in my life.