♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Wednesday, June 14, 200610:03 pm having biz test tml. wth. i still cant get in the mood to study. ohh drats. failing soon soon soon.
anyway dat is a lyric be without you from me to khidhir. suddenly so missing him. my big group is having some probs now. sheesh. hope everything went well again. bye peeps. needa study. wish me good luckk for my test ! -tired- 8:08 pm I wanna be with you,
gotta be with you,
need to be with you

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that
It's so true that
We've been through it
We got real shit
See baby we been...

Too strong for too long
and I can't be without you baby
And I'll be waiting up until you get home
cuz I can't sleep without you baby
Anybody who's ever loved,
ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it,
nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie?
Make me cry?
Do something behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love
I'll be FAITHFUL
I'm for REAL
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been...

See this is real talk
I'm always stay no matter what
Good or bad,
thick and thin
Right or wrong
all day everyday
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true
Well, let me see you put your hands up
Fellas tell your lady she's the one
Put your hands up
Ladies let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been...

Too strong for too long
and I can't be without you baby
And I'll be waiting up until you get home
cuz I can't sleep without you baby
Anybody who's ever loved,
ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

I wanna be with you,
gotta be with you,
need to be with you Tuesday, June 13, 200610:41 am currently having ofa right now. sian. need to find research abt biz stuffs all that. i miss anwar. heee. seriously i dunno right now. its like dere's a mixed feeling for him and khidhir. anyway anwar is on the verge of breaking up. i hope he break up sooon ! muahhahaha. evil me. hehe. no la. im nicee. im just jealous seeing him with his gf. hmmph. but i dunno la. its like the feelings sometimes come and go. maybe this is just an infatuation i felt for him. haiz dunno la. but still kinda wish he's msg-ing me right now. i dun care even if he's having a gf.

Betapa bodohnya diriku
Mau diduakan dirimu
Namun bila hati berbicara
Aku sayang padamu
Kau takkan pernah tinggalkannya
Di hatimu cuma dia
Tetap juga kau inginkan ku
Kini apa dayaku

Putuskan dia oh kasih
Agar ku tak disaingi
Sungguh ku benci dirimu yang
Tak bisa memilih

Namun harus ku akui
Sukar untuk lepaskanmu
Akhirnya aku undur diri
Demi dia dan kamu Monday, June 12, 200612:49 am I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with meand you'll never go
Stop breathing ifI don't see you anymore

'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up

I wantedI wanted you to stay'
Cause I neededI need to hear you say
That I love youI have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too longS
o keep breathing'
Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go Saturday, June 10, 200611:29 pm i read pau's sis blog. inside her blog, she's talking abt her n her family's trip to aust. and deres a pic of khidhir inside her blog. haiz. when i first look at it, my heart is beating so very fast. i cant believe that im looking at him. he look soo.. happy. happy with his life. im really glad he is. and just now, i woke up after realizing that im actually crying while dreaming. i dreamt we were together again. for real. haiz. and suddenly, soo. suddenly, he was disappearing from me. i tried to reach out my hand for him, but he was fading away n away. i was running faster n faster towards him but failed. suddenly he's gone. gone away from my hands. i was crying. sobbing. praying. till i suddenly awake at ard 5am. i stil realised im missing him. haiz. i thot i have gotten over you finally but no. i just cant. even though now ur with somebody new, u were my real love. i never knew love till there was you. you promised u wont find somebody else, but u did. and im still love you. why couldnt my love be a two-sided love. ? i tried n tried n tried but i just cant be without you. i just feel like contacting you again. but i dunwn to disturb u anymore. u hate me i knew that for a fact. but i cant help it for my heart. everytime i think of you, i feel so sad that we have to end up just like this. its been months for some reasons i just cant get over us. and i hate it. if only i can have one wish. i wish i will never ever met you. so im carefree and single without you. i love you too much to let you go.