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Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times, non-serious most of the times. 
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Affiliates:
Huda
Syaza
Amalina
Sharmila
Fina
Said
Yati
Farhan
Firr
Haikal PCC
Nadia J
Syuk
Saifud Alam Jack
Wankie
Naqqy
Hafiz
Syazani
Aaz
Khairul
Imran
Elly
Dy
Mai
Maiss
Haikal
Ain
Dian
The Every Sunday Classes
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have i told you i used to have a Birdie? i love working at PCC more than ever i like riding cause its fun fun. i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings in other words im stubborn. but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one im unusually PMS at the wrong time i scold people for no reasons. but deep inside im soft-hearted. its true! other than that i love my brotherlurps more than ever also not forgetting my girlfriends and my family too i hate accounting more than ever which sucks and bores me to death. im in love with cristiano ronaldo. *drooling* that soccer hottie from Portugal. he rocks! woohooo! i like to hang around basically anywhere if u wanna bring me i used to play soccer & netball, but now, pancit! i love durians. im always craving for durians! and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot! Singlehood life is fun, To be attached in a serious relationship is great. "Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that." |
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Saturday, June 10, 200611:29 pm
i read pau's sis blog. inside her blog, she's talking abt her n her family's trip to aust. and deres a pic of khidhir inside her blog. haiz. when i first look at it, my heart is beating so very fast. i cant believe that im looking at him. he look soo.. happy. happy with his life. im really glad he is. and just now, i woke up after realizing that im actually crying while dreaming. i dreamt we were together again. for real. haiz. and suddenly, soo. suddenly, he was disappearing from me. i tried to reach out my hand for him, but he was fading away n away. i was running faster n faster towards him but failed. suddenly he's gone. gone away from my hands. i was crying. sobbing. praying. till i suddenly awake at ard 5am. i stil realised im missing him. haiz. i thot i have gotten over you finally but no. i just cant. even though now ur with somebody new, u were my real love. i never knew love till there was you. you promised u wont find somebody else, but u did. and im still love you. why couldnt my love be a two-sided love. ? i tried n tried n tried but i just cant be without you. i just feel like contacting you again. but i dunwn to disturb u anymore. u hate me i knew that for a fact. but i cant help it for my heart. everytime i think of you, i feel so sad that we have to end up just like this. its been months for some reasons i just cant get over us. and i hate it. if only i can have one wish. i wish i will never ever met you. so im carefree and single without you. i love you too much to let you go.
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