♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Thursday, January 04, 200710:59 am ok for now, i seriously dun have anything to blogg. even though many things have happened i learnt alot from the past but i just couldnt tell the whole world about it. the yr 2006 had been my wonderful yr for me. somehow, i learnt to let go of khidhir. haa. i can still rmb in the past, all the stupid but sweet stuffs we did to each other like keep giving missed calls, etc etc. And every day, i will be like waiting for him to contact me sometime after 4pm. hee. and yes.. i gave him my batik painting.. the one that is so precious to me but yet i rather give to the one i love than keeping it for myself. and he who sacrifices his sleeping time just to talk to me until 4am+ in the morning which he himself had never done that before. hais. ppl do ccrazy things when they are in love. and yea.. bcos of that.. i was heartbroken for awhile. thats when i started drinking and smoking. and when khidhir found out abt it, he was very outrageous and he did a very stupid stuffs. like msging me in an unknown no. claiming his a friend of khidir. and khidhir is very angry with wt shit i done. haa. he's cute and sweet in his own ways. and i admire his character bcos he didnt take advantage of girls and he treats girls nicely. that was why i can understand why many girls fall for him. and he had made me learnt a valuable lesson. never ever try to busted anyone. hee. only certain ppl noe about this. (:



so there and i was feeling hurt and broken for a few mths since khidir and me suddenly, i dunno why, just keep losing contact and keep contact and lose again. until the month of june when i started to get to know An. the one who make my dreams come true. the one who make a significant presence of herself in my life. the one whom i love dearly and the 1st ever bung i had fallen in love with. i can still rmb the time when i first get to know u. i added u in frenster n u added me in msn. n we're like talking n getting along very very very fine with each other. but i noe everything happen just too fast. im starting to have a crush on her and from there it blossom into LOVE. yes it is love. but too bad its just a one-sided love for me. bcos she just still love her ex more than ever. but even though its just a one-sided, i still treasure those moments u care for me. i love your hugs&kisses more than anything else. and the 1st time u ask me for a kiss, i wouldnt dare to kiss you. and u had to urge n urge me till now as i get bolder to do it. u let me learnt a valuable lesson too. be bold and confident. and remember the 1st song i dedicated to u? sometimes by britney spears. every lyrics of that song just explain to u why i keep running away from u, why i keep hiding from u and why im scared of u. its all bcos my inner self is actually bursting to hug you, to kiss you. and when we've finally done that, i still needed it more than ever. and im missing your hugs&kisses up till now. n yea. i rmb the 1st time we hang out together. and i keep forcing u not to smoke cus u smoke alot. and bcos of u smoking, i even try smoking. my stupid plan is just to make u stop smoking. cus if u love me, u wont ever smoke again cus i will follow ur path. but u still do. hmmph. (: those times being with you was very fun. in fact, if i can relive on it again, i wan it to keep on playing &playing and i will never get sick of u. we were once so close with each other. but now u rarely contact w me. i just hope we can get to be close w each other again as before.

and lastly not forgetting my great friends who have been there for me thru all the years or the ones whom i just met in 06. each and everyone of u are awesome. all of u are very unique to me in special ways. and im glad we're still frens after all this time.

to huda: you're the best fren i ever had. even though sometimes u act like a minah, u talk like a minah but still im loving u laa cacat. haa. we've been frens ever since sec1 in a madrasah. and i cant believe im now ur colleague and still a fren to u. and im glad we met cus u've been there for me no matter what time of the day u still do. only u knows me well among all my other friends and thats what i like about you.


to syaza: u ve been my very best friend too in sec days up till now. all the other changkatians frens i had rarely contact w me but u still stick by to me through the thick & thin. i love u for who you are. dun ever change urself k. with ur stupid lame jokes and ur stupid laughter and with ur stupid pranks always on me haa. the goodtimes we shared. the boys we chased after, the drinks both u and i love so much and the songs we keep stealing from each other. its all to fun for me. and ur the best person i love to hangout with. bcos u always offer me a stick and i never failed to reject it. idiot u. haaha. but i love u so so much. and stop being a playgirl u flat-chested butch. (:


to angel: she's the talkative person i know can ? the first time i met u, u can oredi talk to me like im some old friend. thats why we can get along well. haa. and ur sweet with ur cute voice but i simply hate it when u sing where'd you go. LOL. its always keep getting on my mind. and u teach me tips on make-ups, fashion and all the girly stuffs we do. keep on rocking la girl (:


to ain: even though u wont be reading this, i still wann dedicate it to you. ur the best partner for me to go out with and find jobs. hee. ohh yea. i will really try to save money for ur PSP k. soon ain, soon. be patient. hee. and u simply so blur n slow. thats what ppl loves about u. haa. i cant believe u like a guy who wore a baju kurung on grad night. but its fine la as long as ur happy with him it doesnt matter to me. (: stay slow and blur ain. hee.



to lange: ur the best to talk about my probs. and even though we seldom meet up, i know in our hearts we're very close w each other. hee. and i love your hair can ! its super nice. to syaza, u keep on matchmaking me and lange right ? haa. stop doing that laa. i dun mind ur joke but lange might. hehs. anyway hope to see more of u soon k. and pls be good frens back with syaza. i missed u guys getting well togther.(:



to my L5: u guys are my fav groupies la. i love hanging out w u guys cus whenever im feeling down u guys just ready to go down to meet me and cheer me up. gosh, aint that sweet ppl? yes. we grew up to become bad together. we learnt smoking, drinking, torning. and we even learnt how to become crooked. haa ! though i know all this are bad stuffs, but we'll soon get over it right ? and i hope we still grew up to become a better person together.


to my ITE mates: said, fiza,fina, rita, fedah.. u guys simply the best. u motivates me to come to sch more often and makes me become a more better student. and ur always there for me. u guys noe when im sad n down even though we just knew each other for awhile. and i can just discuss any probs i had with u guys. i love u many many (:


to syukur: thanks for being there for me. even though for just a short period of time. u knew my past all that and now u just knew me very well. hope we can still remain in touch w each other and i do wish to hangout w u again cus u rocks my socks ! (:


to matiin: i cant believe i still get to see u !! ur my pri sch crush+fren and still counting(as a fren la)its wow la. and pls get attached okay. dun anyhow make use of ur special thing to girls u barely knew. hehs. (: stay hot aite matiin.


to my colleagues: siti,nor, shaddiq, khai, fahmi and many many others.
even though i just knew u guys for a short while starting from march, but u guys are so nice to me. we can just gossip and talk abt gazali, joseph and any stupid ppl in our place. haa. and bcos of u guys i came back to work with u all again.. cus i miss u ppl alot. the ppl who always disturb me w/o fail. the ups & downs we went thru together. and shaddiq, pls cut hair pls. we want u to stay now to go. and fahmi, i really hope he has insaf. haa. cus i dunwanna quarrel again abt stupid stuffs. to siti, ur the best in organizing a get-together for us. and ur kecoh-ness always bring laughter to us. to nor, ur one of the ppl im close with at there. if its aint for u, i dunno who else to hang out with. to khai, the idiot matrep who keep calling me a minahrep and always pranking on me. stupid you but i still never hate u. i dunno why. haha. to umi, the person whom i can rely on to tell my family probs with. to tini, my future sch mate !! i can see u more often in sch now. yay ! to kakak, yeaa. we do look more like a sis. haa. and she knows me deep inside. to ibrahim, the one who keep baking good breads. will miss u since u going to tamp. and to the others whom ive not mentioned.. ur guys are also the best too. makes me happy whenever i came dwn to work or to hangout. (:


to my changkat frens: thanks for being there for me in the past. i still rmb u guys. dun think i never eh. esp to matus, pau, sharmila and sonam. though we no longer hangout, we still do update each other once while about hows life has been going. even though we always quarrel but we never had any hatred towards each other. and to rahim and azry..i missed u guys teasing me. though its irritating but its funn to see you guys puttinh a smile on my face. to agil and groups, u guys are just happy go lucky. love it. to dennis, cant believe im still contacting w u. haa. i love u before and i still do love u. but now as a fren of course. u were there for me when im sad. u cheer me up with ur smses and ur calls. and u even play soccer with me. haa. super cute den. den promise me we will always stay together aite. ever since i knew u in sec2, u had let me learnt a valuable lesson.. dun try to pplay timer! haa. to taslim, u are my biggest crush in sch u noe tht! and i love ur hair. ur curly wavy hair. haa. its soo cool. hope u and ur gang; ash,dan,ber haiqal, saufi are doing fine. to sophan, my tutor in sch! thanks for teaching me hee. i owe u a bigg one la. and i know watching the movie that time sucks. haa. and to everyone i know i hope u guys are happy wherever u are. (:


to ikea collegues: u guys are nice.. and mukhsin ur simply the best. pls stop being a flirt and stick to ur girl la k. haa. hope to see u soon again. it was funn in the bus. LOL. (:


to my cousins: im happy to have u all. sofia, ayu, shibah, aceh, didi, yati, wan, dil. u guys understand me. u seen me grew up all along. and we always do stuffs together. love u guys.


my siblings: mira& nazrul. even though kakak sometimes scold u. thats bcos i love. i dunwan u to follow my footsteps. mira, be a better role model for naz. naz, pls dun be a BANG too much. haha. ur a guy not a girl so stop being gembeng. and both of u, i always pray that u grow up to become a better person.(:


to my parents. mom& dad. im truly sad my mom had the tragedy. but i guess its good cus my mom have become my nicer to me. and dad, ur always concern abt me going back home late. i will try not to be so havoc that much k. gosh i just feel like crying now. ='(


to anwar: my best companion !! i heart u many la. we've always been there for each other.. u can talk to me abt girls and stuffs and i can talk to u bout guys ... in SOCCER ! haha. i still rmb the world cup match. u were there to accompany me watching it. and suddenly, u were slping. yea. thanks alot. haa. anwar, pls dun ever let go of our frenship. we've been frens for a yr and a half. hope we remain frens always. (: