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Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times, non-serious most of the times. 
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Affiliates:
Huda
Syaza
Amalina
Sharmila
Fina
Said
Yati
Farhan
Firr
Haikal PCC
Nadia J
Syuk
Saifud Alam Jack
Wankie
Naqqy
Hafiz
Syazani
Aaz
Khairul
Imran
Elly
Dy
Mai
Maiss
Haikal
Ain
Dian
The Every Sunday Classes
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have i told you i used to have a Birdie? i love working at PCC more than ever i like riding cause its fun fun. i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings in other words im stubborn. but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one im unusually PMS at the wrong time i scold people for no reasons. but deep inside im soft-hearted. its true! other than that i love my brotherlurps more than ever also not forgetting my girlfriends and my family too i hate accounting more than ever which sucks and bores me to death. im in love with cristiano ronaldo. *drooling* that soccer hottie from Portugal. he rocks! woohooo! i like to hang around basically anywhere if u wanna bring me i used to play soccer & netball, but now, pancit! i love durians. im always craving for durians! and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot! Singlehood life is fun, To be attached in a serious relationship is great. "Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that." |
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Monday, April 23, 20076:50 am
i couldnt believe it.
ive let it go in just a short time. everything is over. just because ive made my decision to end it. we've been uncontacting officially for a month now. you let it go too. you didnt try hard to fight back for me. if only you're reading this post. but i know you wouldnt because you wont ever be able to find my blog. if only you know how im feeling right now, each & every day. knowing that im waking up to the same old world, without you in my life anymore. without you to care for me anymore. & without myself to care for you anymore. it hurts alot. its hurting too right now as i didnt even know how you're doing. are you doing fine without me? are you facing any probs & crying inside silently ? are you still going strong right now? is there anybody who would understand your situation as much as i do? have you ever thought of me right now, even for just a sec? well, im sorry i have to leave you. i need to move on. hard. i found it hard myself to do this but i had to. its for our own good. even though we're no longer updating our life, yet im still trying my best to look upon you. i wanna give you the best in everything. i wanna make you the happiest person in the world. i wanna be the one who takes away your tears and give you a smile on your face. i wanna be the medicine to your problems. & i wanna do everything anonymously for you. babyy, its hurting me. whenever i see you msg-es trying my best not to reply. whenever i see you, trying my best not to look at you. whenever you smile at me, trying my best not to look smile back. whenevr you talk to me trying my best to ignore you. whenever i touch you, trying my best not to hug you. whenever i see those lips, trying my best not to stained it with mine. im sorry i havent been telling you about my current life. im sorry i havent been contacting you like how it used to be. im sorry if you have found my blog, and you're reading this. im sorry for all the mistakes ive caused you. yet, youre still so forgiving towards me. if only there's something i could do, i wish we would have just stick on being strangers. & im truly sorry if im acting like a stranger in front of you now... all im wishing silently for you now is, be strong. |
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