♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Sunday, April 08, 20073:21 pm someday we'll know why our 10 months of friendship just went wrong.
someday we'll know maybe this happens for a good cause.
for you, i do anything.
i tried to be closer to you just like before.
but it seems the more i tried, the more we had become distant.
is it me or is it fate ?
or is it the fact that you're trying, really trying to avoid me ?
because of what ?
just because you're taken ?
just because you're still feeling guilty over the fact what happened that night ?




things have really change.
u used to call me up or sms me.
but now there's no longer the sound of my beeping from you.
we used to talk on phone all night long.
but now there's just nothing much for us to talk about.
i hate everything the way it is now.
from u having that special someone to being me&you just a plain distant friend now.


you know i still be there right beside you whenever you need me
but instead, you just push me aside.
dont you ever wanna be with me anymore ?
i tried to make things better for us but yet you make it worst.
every night i think about you.
i cried for you.
i smiled when i think back about all the memories about us.
i longed for everything to be the same again.
but i guess things will never be the same again.


each day in every hour, i felt like im losing you bit by bit.
you dont know how sad it is for me.
im feeling just too awkward n wierd to call you up now.
because you have never tried to keep in touch with me once ever since the misunderstandings between us.
even at times when i tried to sms you, i just erase whatever message that was supposed to be sent to you and cancel it.


i really regret everything that has happened now.
im really sorry if i hurt you in some ways or another.
but you dont know how hurting it is for me for the past previous months.


now, i know you have a good life.
with your friends, family & your lover.
& i hope i will have a good life with mine too.
maybe our friendship wasnt meant to be last forever.
but the memories we shared & the photos we had will forever be close to my heart and to be there to help me remember about our past.
but it will be sadly for me if you dont even remember or cherished whatever we had before and deleted our pics.
you were & will always be my closest girlfriend without anyone able to replace you.


remember that long time ago when i told you "i love you for who you are" ?
well, i guess you're a different person but no matter what, i still love you.
cause i knew right from the beginning you have got a good heart and i love you inside and outside.
& if you ever need anyone by your side in anytime of the day, just ring me along.
whenever you need me to.


i will be waiting for you until the day come when we will be as close as before back.
but for now, goodbye my friend. my very precious friend.