♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Monday, October 29, 200711:41 am when i think about what ive done during the past 2 years in my ITE life,
i think ive achieved nothing.
and within a few more months i will be graduating soon.
but i have no where else to go, except starting on my working life.
i cant get into Poly cause my GPA sucks,
and i cant take other private diplomas cause my parents dont believe in all that certs.
so, working will be my only choice left i guess.
and when i think about myself working in an office place.
i feel scared.
i think im really unprepared to work for the rest of my life,
taking care of all the household expenses with my parents,
and waking up early in the morning everyday, non-stop.
it feels like im gonna be slave in the working world till the day i die.

omg.
i know im sounding abit lunatic right now.
but it is true.
im really disappointed with myself.
if i can have another chance to study hard enough again, i will do it.
but too bad, i lose out my chance.
now all i have to do is think about my future.
what am i really supposed to do with just a higher nitec cert?
while everbody else is having a Diploma or a Degree cert to show off.


fuck.

i know that day would have come, whereby i will really be that LOW.
and now, all i prayed for is to be getting a fine and stable job,
once im graduated.
and hopefully by working hard enough, i might have a happy life in the end.

hopefully.