♫ Nuruuul (=
i tend to be serious at times,
non-serious most of the times.

Affiliates:

Huda Syaza Amalina Sharmila Fina Said Yati Farhan Firr Haikal PCC Nadia J Syuk Saifud Alam Jack Wankie Naqqy Hafiz Syazani Aaz Khairul Imran Elly Dy Mai Maiss Haikal Ain Dian The Every Sunday Classes

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♥
have i told you i used to have a Birdie?
i love working at PCC more than ever
i like riding cause its fun fun.
i prefer to listen to what my heart told me so than listening to other ppl talkings
in other words im stubborn.
but most of the decisions i made is always the wrong one
im unusually PMS at the wrong time
i scold people for no reasons.
but deep inside im soft-hearted.
its true!
other than that
i love my brotherlurps more than ever
also not forgetting my girlfriends
and my family too
i hate accounting more than ever
which sucks and bores me to death.
im in love with cristiano ronaldo.
*drooling*
that soccer hottie from Portugal.
he rocks! woohooo!
i like to hang around basically
anywhere if u wanna bring me
i used to play soccer & netball,
but now, pancit!
i love durians.
im always craving for durians!
and last but not least, i love my Birdie alot!

Singlehood life is fun,
To be attached in a serious relationship is great.
"Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that."

Friday, April 04, 20087:00 am dad phone me up, asking me hows my results.
& i told him the truth.
he still try being calm and told me, "it okay, we'll discuss about this later."
but that later is not yet to be.

when mom returned home from work last evening,
she scolded me, "my own daughter didnt even tell me that her result are out.
if i hadnt knew it from the other party, i would never knew about it at all."

she even bought me a new Sony Ericsson Hp since im a big fan of SE.
but my ego was just too big for me to accept it.


at first i was mad.
*cursed that aunty who's being such a busybody poking her nose into other people's affair when her daughter herself is not even taking higher nitec.*

then,
i was devastated.
esp when mom made that rude remarks saying, "now, you go planned your own future yourself."

it really hurts alot to hear that from my own mother.
i thought parents are supposed to give me encouragement
but why isnt mine ?
yet, my mom is making it worst.

when i had enough of other hurtful comments she spit out,
i just shouted back at her, telling her its none of her business
and wishing her to go away.
then, i went off the house until now, whereby im at my workplace.


i tried contacting most of my friends.
i knew some are busy,
but cant they even spend a little time to let me confide in them?

dad hadnt had the chance to see me the whole day either.
sigh.


i know.
i feel guilty having to shout all those to her.
i regret not studying hard enough throughout this 2years.
ive been playful and all i cared about is enjoy life.
i am remorse about everything.

Im still confused right now.
i dont know what i should do after this.
im scared of my future.
and now is the time whereby i really need my elderly the most
to let me stood firm on the ground.

tears are swelling up in my eyes whenever i think about this.



I'm So Sorry, dearest Mom&Dad
for bringing you down all these while.